Jan 06, 2006 01:59
but i'm in it.
ahh! so gay.lol.
i'm not even kidding when i say its gay.
i don't want to love him or w/e but i feel like i do.
bleh. it sucks. because i am not to fond of love. but it feel good at the same time. ahhh! i am physco.lol.
i think i don't like love because it makes you kinda vulnerable. &no one really likes feeling vulnerable. but even tho some you don't know it that is what love does to you. it makes you kinda vulnerable.
yuck. i kinda don't like that. &it gets me all confused. because you feel like you wanna be w/ that person foever just in their arms just you &them. but then at the same time your like ahhh! things feel all serious &scary. i like being free. i like being me.. you know. i don't exactly like being tied down. but you can't stop your feelings. &sometimes you gotta just go w/ it.
ahhh!!!!! lol.