so maybe....

[shes_a_killing1]

maybe i do pitty myself.
maybe i let myself become this reck.
but i tired my hardest
to save myself
but its hard to do alone.

i always find the worst friends
or they find me.
i get stabed in the back
&lied to
&betrayed!

i fear relationships.
the few i have been in
have gone bad
one way or another.

i am scared of boys..
HATE girls.

my life is a living disaster.

i don't know what to do.
it seems most of the time
things just get worse
& not better.

then i get the critics
telling me what to do.
telling me who i am
what i am
all my flaws
as if i didn't know.

let me be!

i kinda wish i could just
go w/ out friends.
find away to not fear stupid
relationships!
not be stuck
like i am now
in my life!

i have alot of nothing
thats what i have!

let me be me!
&you worry about you self!

THIS WAS TO YOU ANONYMOUS!
&all the others who bother to judge me!
(if you comment plz DO NOT be anonymous. if you do not have a livejournal.com account then state who the hell you are anyways! thank you)