always has been this way
when shit happens, everything seems like it's tumbling down. bad.
i want to be happy... who doesn't?
ok.. i'm just in this usual "bad phase" or "really bad period of the year".
i hate it when i'm filled with all the negative feelings. bad bad bad for scorpio, it'd be like death for people around me.
intense feelings, i should never direct it in the negative side. thinking of the brighter side of life, but... so difficult.
the most recent time when i actually smiled for more than half the night was the night orange and i went down to support eddy at 98.7FM's 21 hot guys event. it was so funny looking at eddy performing on stage, having dinner and laughing at all the stupid things we've done. it was great. then after that night.. everything was tumbling down.
i wouldn't say today wasn''t a good day. it could had been better if ws and zh didn't annoy the hell outta me. so it was ty's birthday. the zichar was mad expensive...................... totally failed surprised birthday cake due to the waitress -.- niao... then i lost in mj, i'm not gonna sit at that jinxed seat ever again dudes (inside joke).
i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
i want to smile more.
ok.. happy birthday ty! the primary school kiddos ftw.
i want to be happy... who doesn't?
ok.. i'm just in this usual "bad phase" or "really bad period of the year".
i hate it when i'm filled with all the negative feelings. bad bad bad for scorpio, it'd be like death for people around me.
intense feelings, i should never direct it in the negative side. thinking of the brighter side of life, but... so difficult.
the most recent time when i actually smiled for more than half the night was the night orange and i went down to support eddy at 98.7FM's 21 hot guys event. it was so funny looking at eddy performing on stage, having dinner and laughing at all the stupid things we've done. it was great. then after that night.. everything was tumbling down.
i wouldn't say today wasn''t a good day. it could had been better if ws and zh didn't annoy the hell outta me. so it was ty's birthday. the zichar was mad expensive...................... totally failed surprised birthday cake due to the waitress -.- niao... then i lost in mj, i'm not gonna sit at that jinxed seat ever again dudes (inside joke).
i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
i want to smile more.
ok.. happy birthday ty! the primary school kiddos ftw.