wow long time no write
so it's been awhile since i posted in here. everything is really great. school is still so stressful but all of my grades are up and i've even had professors comment on my good performance. i have been trying to keep up with all my work and i tihnk i'm successful. so only 2 weeks left of school and then a few days of finals. it's crazy to think i'm already going to be a junior! for pete's sake i remember being a junior in high school like it was yesterday (ahh those days).
tmrw i choose my housing for next year and well let's hope for a better outcome than this year. i'm nervous at what's going to be left but i'm expecting the worst so that's a good mindset.
i pick my classes soon. as of now i'm a computer science major so i think i'm going to take data structures, discrete math, web programming and spanish in the fall. i am still debating whether or not i should do the honors section of data structures. i think it would be good for me. i didnt feel too overwhelmed by the honors section i'm in now so i might as well keep going with it. on top of that spanish meets on fridays. that is going to be so weird. i haven't had a friday class since high school. but i think i'm going to just start at the lowest level of spanish to get easy a's and i'm banking on skipping the fridays when i plan to go home. this seems like the best situation for me.
i plan on doing a lot of things different in the fall. i think i'm going to transfer to a different victoria's secret here in the city like the 34th street location. then i would work there and stay here more. i kind of am totally over any sense of homesick, sure i still miss rob and alexa at times but it's like i am better at coping with it and haven't gotten so much better at enjoying my current environment. i only want to go home once a month, then rob can visit me once a month. we would still see each other alot. and obviously i would still come home for long weekends and holidays. i just can't keep doing all this travelling, it was even more draining this year than last year. and when i wanted to stay here, for one reason or another i would end up at home.
this is a pretty long post but as the school year ends i just have a lot to do and a lot on my mind. especially with all the choices i have to make in the next few days like registering and housing. it's kinda crazy.
on another note...
kristina reminds me so much of myself. we talked for hours the other day and she is kinda going through the same thing with her boyfriend that i went through with rob last year, like the homesickness thing. she describes how she feels and i basically finish her sentences b/c i know exactly how she feels. it's really random, but i think it's kinda good for both of us because it shows me that i'm not the only person who thought like that and it shows her that i'm not like that anymore so she will gradually become more comfortable with the long distance thing. i'm going to miss her when she goes to madrid =(
ok this is soooo long...peace out
tmrw i choose my housing for next year and well let's hope for a better outcome than this year. i'm nervous at what's going to be left but i'm expecting the worst so that's a good mindset.
i pick my classes soon. as of now i'm a computer science major so i think i'm going to take data structures, discrete math, web programming and spanish in the fall. i am still debating whether or not i should do the honors section of data structures. i think it would be good for me. i didnt feel too overwhelmed by the honors section i'm in now so i might as well keep going with it. on top of that spanish meets on fridays. that is going to be so weird. i haven't had a friday class since high school. but i think i'm going to just start at the lowest level of spanish to get easy a's and i'm banking on skipping the fridays when i plan to go home. this seems like the best situation for me.
i plan on doing a lot of things different in the fall. i think i'm going to transfer to a different victoria's secret here in the city like the 34th street location. then i would work there and stay here more. i kind of am totally over any sense of homesick, sure i still miss rob and alexa at times but it's like i am better at coping with it and haven't gotten so much better at enjoying my current environment. i only want to go home once a month, then rob can visit me once a month. we would still see each other alot. and obviously i would still come home for long weekends and holidays. i just can't keep doing all this travelling, it was even more draining this year than last year. and when i wanted to stay here, for one reason or another i would end up at home.
this is a pretty long post but as the school year ends i just have a lot to do and a lot on my mind. especially with all the choices i have to make in the next few days like registering and housing. it's kinda crazy.
on another note...
kristina reminds me so much of myself. we talked for hours the other day and she is kinda going through the same thing with her boyfriend that i went through with rob last year, like the homesickness thing. she describes how she feels and i basically finish her sentences b/c i know exactly how she feels. it's really random, but i think it's kinda good for both of us because it shows me that i'm not the only person who thought like that and it shows her that i'm not like that anymore so she will gradually become more comfortable with the long distance thing. i'm going to miss her when she goes to madrid =(
ok this is soooo long...peace out