random thoughts on meeting potentials
was at a launch party for Screen Singapore just now... met this gorgeous Russian lady (someone's gf) who after knowing that i'm single and still believe in love, got me to circle the party and small talk with strangers...
there was this eligible bachelor socialite whom i thought was in his 40s but actually mid-30s and we were joking that he probably had botox... (i was the one who suggested it) but I guess I had to eat my words. She thought he is a good catch, which I added he's probably a playboy since he's single when he's so eligible...
Towards the middle of the party, this gorgeous Russian gal noticed that he was a little shy and was thinking of walking to our direction, but walked to chat with my friend instead... i was like 'hello... he's probably thinking of meeting you...' but my heart did beat a little faster (yeah, i'm normal).
back home, my mind is just wondering... what if he is interested to know me? he's like way beyond my league and compared with the rest of the beautiful actresses and other attendees there, i'm so ordinary.
what will my responds be should that happen?
i'll probably just dismiss him and his interest as simply passing interest... haha... i'm that low on self-confidence in terms of looks. I know I'm ordinary looking... i know where i stand.
ok... time to sleep...
there was this eligible bachelor socialite whom i thought was in his 40s but actually mid-30s and we were joking that he probably had botox... (i was the one who suggested it) but I guess I had to eat my words. She thought he is a good catch, which I added he's probably a playboy since he's single when he's so eligible...
Towards the middle of the party, this gorgeous Russian gal noticed that he was a little shy and was thinking of walking to our direction, but walked to chat with my friend instead... i was like 'hello... he's probably thinking of meeting you...' but my heart did beat a little faster (yeah, i'm normal).
back home, my mind is just wondering... what if he is interested to know me? he's like way beyond my league and compared with the rest of the beautiful actresses and other attendees there, i'm so ordinary.
what will my responds be should that happen?
i'll probably just dismiss him and his interest as simply passing interest... haha... i'm that low on self-confidence in terms of looks. I know I'm ordinary looking... i know where i stand.
ok... time to sleep...