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My weekend was alot of fun.I hung out with everyone, partied, went mudding, and FINALLY hung out with Caitlin! By the way, Happy 17th Birthday Nigga!
I saw my mom on Saturday and shes doing really good! I cant wait until she gets out..She looks about 100 time better then what she used to look like.Im so happy about that.
So me and Mandy go mudding all the time now! hahah its soo much damn fun.I love it.I jumped off that big plack out at space coast.The really high thing that everyone jumps off of. I loved it.
Saturday Night I got drunk. Me and Troy had to ride in the back of Tommys truck together all the way from Malabar back to Melbourne. It sucked. told him how I felt about him and everything and he told me everything too. I cried. He wants to really make things work out with Megan and thats cool. I just wish I never had feelings for him like I do.
Im so mad at myself for getting so attached to some stupid boy. I wish I was over him.But its so hard to get over him because Im always around him. and I dont want to make things weird so I just tell everyone Im over him but im not kidding anyone.They all know.
I tried to get over him. I really did, but its just that everytime I think about him I think about how much I miss every little thing about him and the feelings dont go away.I bet if he did the meanest thing anyone could ever do to me Id still like him.
Im just going to shut up and go to bed.<3