Mar 20, 2005 04:43
I'm so sad.....
I felt I've lost a friend....
A friend who once cared for me....
And whom I cared for.............
A friend who understands me very well....
And whom I tried to understand............
A friend who always can cheer me up.........
And whOm I'm able to make his day...(that is when I'm "normal").............
I know I cant be his perfect gf.......but we can still be friends cant we?
Just like L...though we cant be couple but we're still very good friends where we can share r/l problems.
Really dont understand how things became so serious....I don think I hurt him...hmmmm......nope..I dont think I did at all. Shit manz....cant read his blog entries at all because somehow there's something wrong with the scripts.....Sigh......anyway......
No matter he's attached ornot, I will always wish him happiness with his loved one who is perfect for him.
Somehow...I just end up chasing all my dear friends away
Friends who matters alot to me.
SOmething is terribly wrOng with me.
So pissed off with myself now.
Suan le......some things just cant be forced.
Took quite a few tests at Tickle upon larry's intro via email.
Ask me to take IQ test siah~
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Fion, your love personality type is ENTP
About 4-6% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.
As an ENTP, you can be the life of the party. Most people are apt to be immediately taken with your enthusiasm and friendly nature. You're the kind who always seems to have a good story or anecdote on hand to reveal your charm and wit. However, that's not to imply that you're simply a jokester. You also seem to enjoy thinking deeply and creatively on any number of topics. ENTPs like you can have a knack for coming up with novel ways of looking at the world. This usually makes your type more open-minded than lots of other people are. Your rare combination of social skills and common sense can make you a winning catch. In relationships, part of what often excites you is sharing your ideas about the world. You can be one smooth talker and at times, a masterful negotiator. You also seem to be the kind of social person who can make friends in a roomful of strangers. This is a rare talent.
Wait a min.......this seemed so familiar....I think I took this test before and got a ESTP which is Everyone Seems TOo Proper. Now I got this ENTP...and I dont know what the heck it means because tickle.com demands my credit card number to pay them a miserable fee of $9.95. IRRITATING HUH!!! Even though it's miserable but I still dont wish to pay that fee...haha =PPPPPPPPPP Used to getting free things via internet...ask me pay 90CT also difficult okie! *stuck out tongue* Now I guess I dont have to sleep liaoz because I will be thinking what ENTP means for the whole night. Oh shitz! Anyone knows, please tell me. Deepest gratitude!
Why Are You Still Single? kekeke
Fion, you're single because you don't want to slow down. Oh Oh
Whether you're working all hours, busy with school, or planning a cross-country move, it sounds like you just don't have time for anyone else in your life...right now, that is. Your timing may be off in other aspects, too. Chances are, you've met that perfect person who just so happens to be married or planning their own cross-country move. So take a step back for a moment. Is there something underlying this? Could it be you're afraid to get involved for some reason or another, and are therefore attracted to people who are simply unavailable? what the fcuk manz....hOw disgustingly trUe =S
Whether you're secretly sabotaging yourself or not, try a little exercise. Open your mind to those who are around you (and available!) right now. Then let up on your schedule to let that someone in. That is, unless you want to get married to your goals, and not Mr. or Mrs. Right.
Other possible results
Don't Want To Commit
Don't Want To Compromise
Don't Want To Get Hurt
Don't Want To Settle
Don't Want To Slow Down
Ya lor....I just enjoy sabotaging myself, cheating myself, torturing myself, with dreams of impossibilities.
But okie...I'm not hopeless. Yeah, at least I know it's impossible so I only dream once a while when free but not living in that dream. Still.....somehow...yeah it hinders me...which contributes to that sentence "Is there something underlying this? Could it be you're afraid to get involved for some reason or another". Dont know when can I break free.............
Back not long from Madam Wong...and supper of chicken chop at MS. Heeheehee. So happy to catch it. 2 smuackies goes to Rain and Ping who were so nice to accompany me eat despite them feeling seh~, bored respectively. hahaha AiyO....Rain sehseh again. Me and ping really wOnder till head bigbig also dont understand how the mere amount of booze can get her into sucha ...s t a t e. *dubiOus* Something must be wrOng with her bOoze. *nod head*
Nevertheless, we got her into safe hands and made sure her ass was covered, I mean her safety lah. Kat and Grace were at MS eating bah kut teh too, where I met them to go home together. Poor Kei paiseh to join me for supper though he's very hungry. PoOr devil~ haha~ Thanx to kat's fren then got free ride hOme. hOhO Really not enough cash...damn heng got ride..arbo need to walk to UE square to draw so troublesome. *feel lucky* B sent Rain hme, Ping went find friend, so I left in peace. By the way...Kat's fren is really full of crap....erm..anyway...but entertaining as hell....ha ha~ =P