(no subject)
Suddenly tot of something....which happened quite some time ago.
Sigh...think back feel abit...blue....but actually that time i was rather agitated..
Long story...actually i wrote bot it on my prev blog..wont repeat again..
Sigh..was surfing internet...then came to browse a fren's profile..and all memories flooded back..
For short...being tangled in a misunderstanding, then being begged by someone to do something, in which she later backstabbed me and make my fren misunderstand me. They r bf and gf. Sigh....don understand y i always...dragged into this kind...its really not a good feeling..
Somehow..tot bot it...i cant blame E...of coz he choose to believe his gf over me who is an ordinary fren...though later he believed me liaoz...but im too agitated...i feel i've been taken a fool by the couple. But..i oso nv explained much details...my conscience is clear...he apologised and said still can come out as frens...but that time im too overwrought to listen to anything..and told him don ever msg me again...coz i don wanna be drag into such misunderstandings again...partly oso i don wan to be dragged into the pic again with his oversensitive gf thinking else of me. Nobody is trying to snatch his bf k....TOld her we're juz frens and she die oso don believe...sigh...
Thinking back..feel abit bad bot my attitude to E back then...so i msged him to apologise.
He most prob wont reply bah....but its okie..whenever i do wrong things i will apologise...but when i apologised liao u still don accept then ther's nothin i can do..but i repeat lah...ther's always a reason for my "attitude"...i really feel very ...hurt that time...in my eyes...a ger begged me to help her "test" her bf...its really beg+force...even though how much unwillingly i am..i still help coz i sense her helplessness and depressions...but in the end? Kanna backstab and the whole table flipped on me..nobody can understand how i was feeling.....
So sympathetic for wat?
So helpful for wat?
Im so dumb........
Sigh...think back feel abit...blue....but actually that time i was rather agitated..
Long story...actually i wrote bot it on my prev blog..wont repeat again..
Sigh..was surfing internet...then came to browse a fren's profile..and all memories flooded back..
For short...being tangled in a misunderstanding, then being begged by someone to do something, in which she later backstabbed me and make my fren misunderstand me. They r bf and gf. Sigh....don understand y i always...dragged into this kind...its really not a good feeling..
Somehow..tot bot it...i cant blame E...of coz he choose to believe his gf over me who is an ordinary fren...though later he believed me liaoz...but im too agitated...i feel i've been taken a fool by the couple. But..i oso nv explained much details...my conscience is clear...he apologised and said still can come out as frens...but that time im too overwrought to listen to anything..and told him don ever msg me again...coz i don wanna be drag into such misunderstandings again...partly oso i don wan to be dragged into the pic again with his oversensitive gf thinking else of me. Nobody is trying to snatch his bf k....TOld her we're juz frens and she die oso don believe...sigh...
Thinking back..feel abit bad bot my attitude to E back then...so i msged him to apologise.
He most prob wont reply bah....but its okie..whenever i do wrong things i will apologise...but when i apologised liao u still don accept then ther's nothin i can do..but i repeat lah...ther's always a reason for my "attitude"...i really feel very ...hurt that time...in my eyes...a ger begged me to help her "test" her bf...its really beg+force...even though how much unwillingly i am..i still help coz i sense her helplessness and depressions...but in the end? Kanna backstab and the whole table flipped on me..nobody can understand how i was feeling.....
So sympathetic for wat?
So helpful for wat?
Im so dumb........