ThOughts...........
Supposed to be doing my studying...
Stress starts coming in.....coz i haven even finished reading my textbook when the workshop of mock exam is tmr at 9.30am. Guess i wont be going...wouldnt wan to fail badly infront of all the others...damn malu...going to stay at home and finished reading(take note# doesnt mean comprehending) the remaining...
27-12=15chapters...which is equiv to 360-160=200pages....oh thats all~ Exam is on fri..while thurs got another.
Sigh.....y shld my concentration disperse now when i nid them most....all becoz of some msgs i received these few days...they're haunting me..
Its must be the stress.....must be my fatigue.....and..and..the frustration i always feel when i juz woke up from sleep... After eating dinner...despite its my fave szechuan vege duck soup with rice..i finished it monotonously...only to have my tears dropped slowly while staring at my textbook after few minutes...
Always liked to played a particular CD of Coco whenever im sad...and looped the first song, which is You1 Shang1 Tian1 Shi3(Sad Angle).....its a very sad song...in canto...crazy right..i like to torture myself esepcially when im feeling sad. Previous sweet memories starts to play.....sweet torments. I wonder how is he feeling if he knows he's making me feel like tis.......must be very happy that he has or is still evoking such depressing emotions in me...He SHOULD know....he DAMN WELL KNOWS that his sweet words, undying professions of love bla bla will drive my life unbalanced.....he loves doing that...one msg after another...each one getting sweeter and sweeter....which makes me feel more and more bitter. And he claims all this is love. Haha.....
Love is not like this!
U don harm the person u love by torturing her life!
Disrupting her life.....turning her life upside down....and making her into a freak who develops love/commitment phoebia.
i have held my promise that i wont ever msg u again...but u haven hold urs.
If u really meant wat all u had claimed, don msg me again.
In a way,
Love is Setting one free..........
Stress starts coming in.....coz i haven even finished reading my textbook when the workshop of mock exam is tmr at 9.30am. Guess i wont be going...wouldnt wan to fail badly infront of all the others...damn malu...going to stay at home and finished reading(take note# doesnt mean comprehending) the remaining...
27-12=15chapters...which is equiv to 360-160=200pages....oh thats all~ Exam is on fri..while thurs got another.
Sigh.....y shld my concentration disperse now when i nid them most....all becoz of some msgs i received these few days...they're haunting me..
Its must be the stress.....must be my fatigue.....and..and..the frustration i always feel when i juz woke up from sleep... After eating dinner...despite its my fave szechuan vege duck soup with rice..i finished it monotonously...only to have my tears dropped slowly while staring at my textbook after few minutes...
Always liked to played a particular CD of Coco whenever im sad...and looped the first song, which is You1 Shang1 Tian1 Shi3(Sad Angle).....its a very sad song...in canto...crazy right..i like to torture myself esepcially when im feeling sad. Previous sweet memories starts to play.....sweet torments. I wonder how is he feeling if he knows he's making me feel like tis.......must be very happy that he has or is still evoking such depressing emotions in me...He SHOULD know....he DAMN WELL KNOWS that his sweet words, undying professions of love bla bla will drive my life unbalanced.....he loves doing that...one msg after another...each one getting sweeter and sweeter....which makes me feel more and more bitter. And he claims all this is love. Haha.....
Love is not like this!
U don harm the person u love by torturing her life!
Disrupting her life.....turning her life upside down....and making her into a freak who develops love/commitment phoebia.
i have held my promise that i wont ever msg u again...but u haven hold urs.
If u really meant wat all u had claimed, don msg me again.
In a way,
Love is Setting one free..........