FlirtatiOn
hmm.......bloom le....petals getting lighter pink...very lovely..too bad camera cant capture very well.......so boliao at home...can only stare at them and tok to them...think im getting senile soOn...
and i feel i have some talent for being a florist leh..lol initially tot the stems are too long till they make the flowers like drooping like that...dare not cut coz scare they die...but today...feel they r blooming and soon be dying..then i don care liao...snap their stems till appropriate length which i deem fit and arranged them to my liking, taste and expertise. *Florish of hand* They look so much better isnt it? kekeke
Oh finally mit jas whom i mentioned muchmuch earlier that we lost contact, and then finding her through friendster. Oh and actually she has been looking for me too, but to no valid. We finally found each other after ard 4yrs!!!! Had a charming conversation juz now...mostly about guys. hahaha
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Dear Fion,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, June 4:
It's time to either put your money where your mouth is, or stop that workplace flirtation immediately. Really. After today, that is. Definitely after today.
Scary....its really zun.....but i gotta specify something clear here...its not me who flirt with him k...rather i feel is him being too personal and friendly...he's the boss...i cant possibly cut him off to ask him questions about my work when he happily, enthusiatically embarked on topics like..how was my lunch..wher im staying...then tons of others...wat can i do but to reply amiably with a friendly, open attitude??? I oso wish for a livelier, friendly, open relationship BOSS-EMPLOYEE relationship with him so that i can ask him for advice, and most importantly...getting less backside kicks.....
Actually all this never bothers me since i don mind relaxing awhile in his office, lying back against the armed chair across his desk, before starting on some work problems. It BOTHERS me aLoT when a staff suddenly walked past his opened office door where i saw him turning all guilty, sneaky and gan chiong, and suddenly changing topic as fast as lightning, "wat do you wan to ask me about ACCPAC?" Face changed as fast as flipping book siah, mahciam a mask.
How i feel is......WATS wrong with a lively chat with your superior sometime after having your lunch? Im sure some bosses do that, out of concern, friendliness, courtesy all that. Wat BOTHERS me is really his gUilTy expression, AS IF WE ARE BUMPED INTO WHILE HAVING AN AFFAIR!! WHY? We got nuthin to hide wat. Wonder how the stuff thinks when she saw his expression?! Shitzz!!!
hmm.......so my horoscope is hinting me i have done overboard.......perhaps really got too personal, friendly and chinchai with him. Okie will try to curb. Smile less. Change my posture. Becoz while he's explaining things to me via his computer, i have to lean forward in order to see properly, thereinafter suffering from backache....
After 10minutes.......lean my elbows on his desk, arms folded
After 20minutes.......perched my chin in 1 palm, body remaining regidly straight
After 30minutes.......back slouches...neck aches...head lean sideways with palm cradling face
After 40minutes.......leaning forward, transferred 20% of bodyweight by leaning upper body on the desk
This posture already very rude le lor....if my eyes look elsewher it would seem even more rude.......though i always feel so sleepy when listening to his teachings..nevertheless...still force myself to look at him. N someone told me my posture like this is EXTREMELY...erm....inappropriate...thinking back..i oso think so ley...hmmm....will try to change....but i donno how long can my back tahan...hey...siting ram-rod straight without any support is damn tiring okie....