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I fucking hate the choices I make in my life sometimes. Just erase the past and everyone in it...
And I fucking hate being someone that I'm not. And if I am who i am, then I get ignored. It makes me want to cry.
I dont know how to feel right now or actually be emotional with practically anything especially when it comes to this guy I reallllly like.. but no real indication that he actually likes me besides the fact that he calls me to hang out. I dunno, I'm so confused. When I'm with just him, it's awesome. When its anything besides that, I feel like a nobody. I dont know what to fucking do. and It's like that everyday day of my fucking life. Why can't people love me for me and just accept me? I accept you.
whatever, I'm so fucking tired i'm just mubbling.
And I fucking hate being someone that I'm not. And if I am who i am, then I get ignored. It makes me want to cry.
I dont know how to feel right now or actually be emotional with practically anything especially when it comes to this guy I reallllly like.. but no real indication that he actually likes me besides the fact that he calls me to hang out. I dunno, I'm so confused. When I'm with just him, it's awesome. When its anything besides that, I feel like a nobody. I dont know what to fucking do. and It's like that everyday day of my fucking life. Why can't people love me for me and just accept me? I accept you.
whatever, I'm so fucking tired i'm just mubbling.