we are very happy
well we are very happy to have our Daughter Jami in our lives we found her and sense we found her it has been real great even better now that we chat with her online more and more each day...It's awsome..we love her so much it's not funny..well some day real soon we are hoping we get to meet her in person and be able to hug her ans show her how much we really do love her..trying to do it over the computer isn't the same as in real life..see her birthmother has already had that great exparince and we want iy to...we had looked for this sweet little girl for ever and the promise my wife made to me she keeped she told me that she would find my daughter for me and she did that...the day she told me she know where she was i cried just like i always do i break down every time we chat with her ..see it really hurt alot because i wanted her from the day she was born and wasn't able to have her..no one wanted me to have her and they still didn't want me to have her...but i have her now and won't do anything to hurt that or lose her again...we are so glad that we have her in our lives that we wouldn't do anything to harm what we just found again..i only hope she feels the same way seeing how people told her i was a bad man and i would just show up on her door step ..but that isn't how i am people judged me because of the way i had to fight when i was growing up in springfield mass ..if you didn't know how to fight you where dead and i wasn't dieing for anyone..so i had no chose but to fight to keep my self alive...I Love my baby girl so much it hurts and I have hurt this way for the last 19 years i thought the day we found her all the hurt would go away but it hasn't and not sure if it ever will..I lost so much of my duaghters life ,watching her grow to what she is today and seeing her graduate from school and just being there when she needs a shoulder to cry on...well i can make it all up real soon when i get our settalment i will buy herthe dream home she wants and i told her we will not take no for an anwser and we mean it..well i'll let you go and update more later..love ya all and peace...