saying goodbye hurts... knowing things will never be the same im all over the place... after waking up this morning, it sort of hit me... theres no longer going to be stupid things going on...
"im not a donut, im not a sausage, im a banana!"
"sausage fest!!!"
"ants sleep at night?"
"dont touch my hair!!!"
"oh so you bathe like a guy lah?!"
"let's toothpaste shawn!"
"eh put the soup back into the bowl!"
"let's attack everyone whit masking tape on!!!"
"ewww chicken!!!"
"99 bottles of rum on the wall, 99 bottles of run..."
"im cap'n jack sparrow and your in trouble"
"people are grooming my hair! i feel like a monkey!"
"steph stop it lah!"
"pratas for supper! stacy say grace!"
"ughhh...i think im sleeping..."
"what we have to break in and enter?"
"yes people look at me weirdly when i take the hanger"
ok this is just from '05 and '06 alone...im crazy...we'r crazy...it matters alot...no matter how long im away from it, i think il still always be an xt at heart. kenneth's right, i need to stop everything so i can forget it all. now i dont want to. maybe in 2 months il feel differently?