Stressed and don't know what to do...
Where to start, I don't know what to do anymore. My parents love to bring up college, I think just to piss me off. I have a choice now, I can go to Southeastern and live at home, or go to BRCC and live at home. BUt if I go to Tech, I am getting cut off pretty much. They will refuse to help me. Got my ACT scores back, it was an 18, the highest I have gotten was a 19, and all I need is one point to get me TOPS. Well of course my Parents start telling me, that I don't study enough for it, that all it is, is a test like you take every other day in your regular classes which is full of crap in the first place. Then they go and tell me that I should be making a fraking 36 on the test. That it is just like the ASVAB, and if I can blow that away then I sure as hell should be blowing the ACT away. If I want to be a geology Major next year, I need a 36 in the science portion, and nothing lower. I feel like I work my butt off for absolutly nothing now adays, like it isn't good enough for anyone. My parents told me that if I go to Tech not only will I have to drop out b/c I will go bankrupt, but that I will probably flunk out as well. They were wondering why Tech accepted me. They want me to go into Culinary Arts. Be a chef and what not. I think doing that is for fun for me, but nothing more. It wouldn't feel right as anything more. Well am falling asleep at my laptop so I am going to hit the sack. I Love you all, and I am sorry if this is deppressing.