Weekend
This weekend started out early, I had Honor Band Practice all weekend long, and then the concert on saturday. But I'll start on friday, I had to miss my classes, b/c we had practice from 9 to 4 for Honor Band, so I didn't get to see Ben until lunch and that was only like 15 to 20 mins to so that blew. But he came over after my practice ended with a Surprise for me... It was a Rose Bush! I loved it! My roses were dying and now I can take care of some so that they don't die. We went to the mall afterwards, I think he takes me there so that he can get Ideas to buy me things and it makes me feels so bad, b/c I don't know what to do for him in return. I have never believed that a person has to buy another person a gift to show them their love. It is what say and do for them, you know spend time with them, that is the best thing. Just to be able to sit down and have someone you trust to be there for you to listen to you and hold you when you re upset and all you want to do it cry or are terribly scared. Unless your me and most of the time lately want to do both. Anyways, Saturday was interesting, in many ways. I had practice at 9 but got out at like 1030. So Ben came over and he got to meet Maw Maw.. fun... I am sorry Ben! Anyways, he went to the Honor Band concert with my parents and Maw Maw. But after the concert was Awesome! He took me Ice Skating! OMG I haven't Ice Skated for like 10 years, so it Rocked! I taught him how to skate and I was so proud of him he only fell once. But my poor baby has like burns I guess it is on the back of his ankles from the skates b/c they gave him Hockey skates. But that is where our night ended, we went back to my house and hung there for a while then he had to leave. Went to Lacy's party tonight, which was fun.
I feel so lucky to have Ben though, he has been there for me so much and worries about me constantly and I wish I could be better for him. I never know what to do for him, and yet he does all these sweet things for me. I wish I knew how to return the favor. I get so scared at night, I sit up and cry when I think about some of the things that I do. It amazes me when he sees on my face that I am thinking of something that hurts, I don't want to cry in front of him I have done so already before we dated and he dried my tears for me and he shouldn't have to do that, I don't think so anyways. I think I will let this go here, I don't know what else to write! lol I love you all laterness guys..
Sherri Lynn
I feel so lucky to have Ben though, he has been there for me so much and worries about me constantly and I wish I could be better for him. I never know what to do for him, and yet he does all these sweet things for me. I wish I knew how to return the favor. I get so scared at night, I sit up and cry when I think about some of the things that I do. It amazes me when he sees on my face that I am thinking of something that hurts, I don't want to cry in front of him I have done so already before we dated and he dried my tears for me and he shouldn't have to do that, I don't think so anyways. I think I will let this go here, I don't know what else to write! lol I love you all laterness guys..
Sherri Lynn