her world collapsed early sunday morning, she got up from the table, and silenced the radio.

[sherodetothesea]

~i had one of those nights again last night. when was little, i got them all the time, and now i only get them once in a while. i woke up screaming and my dad was right there trying to wake me up, but my screaming woke me up. i have these dreams that aren't even scary, and i can't remember them, and i'll wake myself up screaming and i'll be crying and shaking, and my dad always comes in. then i can never go back to sleep and i'm up for hours, and i have to do something, so i'll just rearrange my CD's or something for like, 3 hours. i don't even know what happens, they're just so bad.
tomorrow i have a doctros appoitment, on Valentines day, yes. make sure i'm not passing out anymore, or feeling like i will or something..so i'll be spending the better part of valentines (which i don't like anyways) with some old guy making sure i won't break.. you can call my cell and wish me happy valentines, that'd be lovely. :)~