Your lucky...
I know who reads this and I am comfortable saying these things to the people who read this, so your lucky because this would never go on myspace. Maybe sometimes I am a little too open and when I hint at things think no one can figure it out and yeah you probably do, that's ok no one is perfect.
well and now I just don't know how to put it into a good essay so I put it into short statements questions or thoughts.
Do you feel like you have to compliment me in front of others so that I feel good about myself? it doesn't help, and I am modest to a certain extent. It doesn't help to proclaim " hey jyna is sooo cool " dammit now I have the cool complex. I feel like if I am sooo cool then why doesn't a man want to date me and why he wants to date you. and why are you saying I am sooooo cool do I look insecure, or do I seem down like I really need your compliments ? dammit the fucking cool complex. just the cool one not the hot one , just the good friend not the girlfriend.
I used to have a crush on you
just a little one right
yeah just a little one
what if it was a big one
God forbid I have a big one on you
then what would you do ?
better watch out
I drive out for 10 min
u get drive in for as much as your willing to take
which is nothing because your waiting for the wimp to stop caring about what the world thinks
the world and all it's fairies
I'll kick that fairies ass and you know it girl I got your back.
The perfect night last night with somewhat of a build up but more of a let down. But a perfect night will never be right until it's right. Still waiting.... she didn't want to tell me but I caught the hint in the prelude. Prelude to her saying " hey that dude took her to belle isle too "
" and he sang to her too ?"
" and they sat in the grass under the moon ?"
" and she heard family history in those keys ?"
" did she like the same note I liked ?
I don't care
well I thought you would I didn't want to ruin that moment in your head
well he wasn't special and I am glad you told me so I know I can have that moment with someone else when it's real. But it was cool, it just wasn't a moment.
the question of the day is when I personally think that I am the better package why is it intimidating ? for all my girls who have got their shit together don't intimidate me in the least. IT's the one I think is lame that pisses me off.
well and now I just don't know how to put it into a good essay so I put it into short statements questions or thoughts.
Do you feel like you have to compliment me in front of others so that I feel good about myself? it doesn't help, and I am modest to a certain extent. It doesn't help to proclaim " hey jyna is sooo cool " dammit now I have the cool complex. I feel like if I am sooo cool then why doesn't a man want to date me and why he wants to date you. and why are you saying I am sooooo cool do I look insecure, or do I seem down like I really need your compliments ? dammit the fucking cool complex. just the cool one not the hot one , just the good friend not the girlfriend.
I used to have a crush on you
just a little one right
yeah just a little one
what if it was a big one
God forbid I have a big one on you
then what would you do ?
better watch out
I drive out for 10 min
u get drive in for as much as your willing to take
which is nothing because your waiting for the wimp to stop caring about what the world thinks
the world and all it's fairies
I'll kick that fairies ass and you know it girl I got your back.
The perfect night last night with somewhat of a build up but more of a let down. But a perfect night will never be right until it's right. Still waiting.... she didn't want to tell me but I caught the hint in the prelude. Prelude to her saying " hey that dude took her to belle isle too "
" and he sang to her too ?"
" and they sat in the grass under the moon ?"
" and she heard family history in those keys ?"
" did she like the same note I liked ?
I don't care
well I thought you would I didn't want to ruin that moment in your head
well he wasn't special and I am glad you told me so I know I can have that moment with someone else when it's real. But it was cool, it just wasn't a moment.
the question of the day is when I personally think that I am the better package why is it intimidating ? for all my girls who have got their shit together don't intimidate me in the least. IT's the one I think is lame that pisses me off.