GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
I have had the worst weekend ever. I really have to rant, and scream, because I cannot stand my mother, and I want the world to know it. My mother is the worst person, in the whole entire world. She's poorly educated and she thinks she knows it all. She has never had a job, and she wants to give out career advice. I remember the last time she told me: "Shermel, You have to be everything your boss wants or you want make it far. You have to humble yourself" and I screamed: "WHY?! SO I CAN END UP LIKE YOU?!" What the hell? She has huge problems with her husband, till the point where they do not even sleep in the same bed. They haven't for about a year now. And what really pisses me off is the fact that my mother has been married to him for 10 years, and she's till running after my dad. This past weekend, when I left, the first thing that my mother told me as we were driving off was: "So Shermel, is your dad's girlfriend really pretty or is she ugly?" "Does she have a big butt? Is her hair long?" WHAT THE FUCK?! I told her it was none of her DAMN BUSINESS!!@UI!@&!@y@q8 She gets on my nerves sometimes I just want to take off my shoe and hit her upside the head with it. Then to make matters worse, she kept trying to ask me about my dad, so I just lost it. I got in a fight with her and she started hitting me with a brush, then I pushed her into the wall and kept pushing. Then I ran down stairs and my step-dad goes: "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!" I told him how she's till running after my dad, and he lost it. He left the house. How fucking dramatic? My mother is crazy. I hope that one day she'll realize how crazy she is. Hold on...I just need to pound out all my anger on the keyboard:
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FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKER FUCK YOU DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEW...Ok. Now I can talk about more positive things. I have Jewish Studies Tomorrow!!!!! YAY FOR ME! I can't want, I'm so excited. And I have the Most wonderful person helping me out. I can't tell you, because I don't want to jynx up anything. But he's such a sweetheart for wanting to help little ol' me out. Well..I'm going to study a bit, so I don't look like a total idiot tomorrow...So...BYE!
EDIT:
Also...My mom is such an unstable person, her husband is threating to leave her. He has to stay with her, so he doesn't completely ruin his daughter's life. If her husband did leave her, she'd be just as good as any poor person on the street. She doesn't work, and her husband owns everything. So she wouldn't have SHIT! I feel so bad for her. And not only that, she's such a CHRONIC LIER that it's ridiculous. All of her friends know it. GRRRRRR~! And she's always saying how she misses me and wants me to come home, I'm like FUCK NO! YOU STUPID BITCH! GRRRRR!!!!! I NEED TO BASH IN SOMETHING, RIGHT NOW! GRR!@!!!OVI!JHUuIUHYHVEUOYQEMIUEWVIKEUXHJOWVMUIKOM UIOIUVEOIU WIJHJveiomuermuv jidsujofi bdgjkIJSUHUIuhUIH GSDH GIDSUHT BF HGIST GHFDO GUDF IHJODMF GHUTRF ERUTH DIUFG HIDOGJFDK GHJDFKN BNFGB JBFHGBFBGH BHDFGJBFBGDFJGBJD JFDGJ BGFBFNG BDFGBFBGBFNGNFD GNBGFBDF GNBNFGBNFBGNFDGB NFB GBNG
Sorry...Just somemore angry pounding.
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FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKER FUCK YOU DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEW...Ok. Now I can talk about more positive things. I have Jewish Studies Tomorrow!!!!! YAY FOR ME! I can't want, I'm so excited. And I have the Most wonderful person helping me out. I can't tell you, because I don't want to jynx up anything. But he's such a sweetheart for wanting to help little ol' me out. Well..I'm going to study a bit, so I don't look like a total idiot tomorrow...So...BYE!
EDIT:
Also...My mom is such an unstable person, her husband is threating to leave her. He has to stay with her, so he doesn't completely ruin his daughter's life. If her husband did leave her, she'd be just as good as any poor person on the street. She doesn't work, and her husband owns everything. So she wouldn't have SHIT! I feel so bad for her. And not only that, she's such a CHRONIC LIER that it's ridiculous. All of her friends know it. GRRRRRR~! And she's always saying how she misses me and wants me to come home, I'm like FUCK NO! YOU STUPID BITCH! GRRRRR!!!!! I NEED TO BASH IN SOMETHING, RIGHT NOW! GRR!@!!!OVI!JHUuIUHYHVEUOYQEMIUEWVIKEUXHJOWVMUIKOM UIOIUVEOIU WIJHJveiomuermuv jidsujofi bdgjkIJSUHUIuhUIH GSDH GIDSUHT BF HGIST GHFDO GUDF IHJODMF GHUTRF ERUTH DIUFG HIDOGJFDK GHJDFKN BNFGB JBFHGBFBGH BHDFGJBFBGDFJGBJD JFDGJ BGFBFNG BDFGBFBGBFNGNFD GNBGFBDF GNBNFGBNFBGNFDGB NFB GBNG
Sorry...Just somemore angry pounding.