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The day I've had... it was just grimy. As soon as my boss left everything that could hit the fan did. I totalled it up - we had 33 situations within the first 4 hours I was there (by myself, mind you.) Between ETHRA drivers who didn't know who they were picking up to a lady screaming at me through the window trying to claw at my face because I couldn't talk to her friend's insurance company for her to a guy with multiple personalities harrassing me wanting to leave it was not good. Needless to say I got nothing accomplished of my own.
Driving home it actually hit me that this is my first birthday where mamaw won't be there. I kept thinking yes I'll have my party tomorrow then on my actual birthday I can celebrate with the family... then I realized the family is just my mom now. And she's depressed because she hasn't gotten me anything a) because I didn't give her a list of things and b) because she doesn't have the money this month to go out buying a bunch of stuff. Also she couldn't find the one cd I asked for and had to really be calmed down the other day. I keep telling her that when she gets her longevity pay to just give me money towards a car as that's what I really need anyway but it's not the same.
I guess it's just been a bad day today. I hope tomorrow will be much better and I hope to see everyone at King Tut's.
Driving home it actually hit me that this is my first birthday where mamaw won't be there. I kept thinking yes I'll have my party tomorrow then on my actual birthday I can celebrate with the family... then I realized the family is just my mom now. And she's depressed because she hasn't gotten me anything a) because I didn't give her a list of things and b) because she doesn't have the money this month to go out buying a bunch of stuff. Also she couldn't find the one cd I asked for and had to really be calmed down the other day. I keep telling her that when she gets her longevity pay to just give me money towards a car as that's what I really need anyway but it's not the same.
I guess it's just been a bad day today. I hope tomorrow will be much better and I hope to see everyone at King Tut's.