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Re: The Lockless Door (2a/?)
anonymous
June 12 2014, 15:25:42 UTC
AN: Okay this prompt is eating my brain. I have to be on a flight in 4 hours and I'm not even finished packing. Next part will come when it comes. Major angst warning. ***
John always comes in the room with new bits of information (“The doctor said he’s going to try to wean you off the sedatives.”). It’s always good information. He saves the depressing bits for later in the visit (“Your brother said he’ll by stopping by later today.”).
He’s aware that this is a new personality trait. Whether it is brought on by his extended absence (How long was it? …three years. Yes, he knew that) or by his compromising position, there’s no way to tell. He needs more data.
“Okay. We are finally getting the hell out of here.”
That’s the best news he’s received in a while. Forever (no, no three years. He knows it’s been three years) actually.
He looks up to see John holding a set of his clothes and his Belstaff coat. Clothes that must have been saved. Clothes that John couldn’t bear to discard in his absence. He looks at John’s cleanly shaven face and he feels a slight smile tug at his lips. How could he have ever forgotten this?
John sets the clothes down and helps him to his feet.
He immediately foregoes the clothes for the jacket. He slowly slides himself into it, leaning away from John when he tries to help. The warm weight on his shoulders feels (almost) like home.
He sees John starting to roll a wheelchair toward him. Immediately, he balks, refusing to look at it as he walks (shuffles) past.
John sighs, “You know, Sherlock, not everything needs to be a challenge.”
Eyes rooted to the floor several meters ahead, he continues his shuffle towards the door. He soon feels John’s presence beside him, a warm arm wrapping around his back for support. Besides the initial flinch, he welcomes it. Anything to help him get out of this hellhole faster.
Within seconds they’re at the doorframe. John continues his step through, never even falters.
His eyes widen at the space beyond. The openness of the ward. The people milling around. A sinking feeling of dread sits heavily in his gut. This is wrong. He can’t (shouldn’t, couldn’t, won’t) do this.
Immediately he places his hand on the doorframe and pushes himself backward.
The force rips himself from John’s arm and he’s falling backwards. Backwards, where he belongs. Never forward, he can’t go forward.
He’s waiting for the sudden force of the floor against his back when strong hands pull him up.
Immediately, he’s fighting, punching and kicking without any aim. They aren’t following the rules. This wasn’t part of the deal. He won’t be forced beyond the door. That was made clear from the beginning.
The pressure on his arms disappears, and he finds himself sitting on the floor, staring at the washed-out, grey tiles.
“I’m sorry. So sorry, Sherlock. Just look at me. It’s John. You’re safe. Breathe, just breathe”
The words filter through, but there’s still an ache in his chest. Did he mess up? He was never supposed to (always supposed to but never should) leave his cell. He can’t believe it took him so long to realize that he failed. He failed miserably and others will pay. John will pay.
“Sherlock, you have to relax. Focus on my voice. Just breathe.”
John will pay. G and M and H will pay. The shapes are slowly coming back, soon they will expand beyond the letter. G is being particularly tricky. Now, it’s all useless. He’s lost them again. And it’s his fault.
“Nurse! I need a nurse I here! …Sherlock, please. Don’t you want to go home?”
He frantically nods. But it will all be for naught. He will be home, but John will be gone. And without John, it’s just a place, not a home.
“Then you have to calm down. Breathe with me.”
He tries, he really does. But the pressure on his chest refuses to release. Soon the voice drifts away. He can feel tears prickling down his cheeks. He didn’t expect to lose John so soon.
There’s a slight pinch in his arm. Then there’s nothing.
Re: The Lockless Door (2a/?)
anonymous
June 14 2014, 03:23:45 UTC
Hey OP. This is AA. I'm planning on posting it to AO3 once I'm finished (I'll post a link here as well). It would be great if you could rec it since it will be my first fic there.
Also just wanted to give you a heads up - I won't be able to post again until likely around Monday/Tuesday. But I do plan to continue with it. Should be around 4000-5000 words once I'm finished.
The Lockless Door (2b/?)
anonymous
June 12 2014, 23:32:54 UTC
He opens his eyes to his bedroom. His bedroom. Complete with periodic table and overly supple mattress. His eyes drift over to see John staring back at him with a sad smile on his face.
“How are you feeling?”
The question is obvious and ridiculous.
He hears John chuckle and realizes he must have made his thoughts clear. Probably rolled his eyes, that sounds like something he would do.
The last thing he remembers is panicking in the hospital. His brow furrows. He’s fairly (98.6%) positive patients in need of sedation don’t get to leave. The whole thing reeks of M. And not the kind M with the bright eyes and thin lips. The tedious M with the stupid smirk and presumptuous umbrella.
He rolls away from John with an annoyed sigh.
“Yes, we can thank Mycroft for your homecoming.”
He can almost hear the bemused smile in John’s voice. It does nothing to sway his mood.
He keeps firmly still. He doesn’t want to betray the fact he’s rolling the name around in his head. He’s heard it before. Recently. Tried planting it in his brain a week ago. Clearly he was unsuccessful. The variations make it difficult to stick. The high vowel with a rounded middle and hissing end. It can morph. Change shape to slip through a sieve. Mycroft. How detestable.
It’s nothing like John. Firm and consistent. Genuine.
*
He’s been standing at the doorway for just under twelve minutes when John approaches with a tray full of food.
“Sherlock! You shouldn’t be out of bed.”
John’s right. The thought tastes bitter in his mouth, but he’s right. His legs are straining with effort.
“What do you need?” John asks as he places the tray on the floor.
He glances directly at the loo down the hall and looks back at John, hoping the message is clear.
A slight blush rises to John’s cheeks. It’s enough to make Sherlock roll his eyes. “Oh, right. Okay, let’s go.”
He shakes his head, shifting away from the wool-clad arm moving towards him. The hand immediately disappears.
“Okay. Okay. We can take it slow.”
He shakes his head again. Slow is agony and typically a lesson in futility. Slow is for dismal masses. Unacceptable.
“Okay…”
He watches as John sighs and runs his hand through his hair.
“What do you suppose we do?”
His gaze hardens. If he knew that, then he wouldn’t be standing in the bloody doorway. Jesus Chirst, John, think for a moment. Frowning he goes through the possibilities.
Knocked unconscious…unlikely. And it would probably end with him wetting himself.
Drugged…just as unlikely.
Carried…never. Would rather wet himself.
Bed pan…no. Just no.
Catheter…see bed pan.
He takes a deep breath before slowly lifting his arm. He pauses a moment (1.2 seconds) before reaching past the doorway. Locking eyes with John, he waits. One…two… It will happen. They always kept their promises. No, no that’s not true. He’s out now. He’s out.
A persistent thought invades his mind in the same lilting voice that makes him cringe (and scream and beg). Maybe it needs to be more than an arm.
It was never clarified what constituted as leaving. It seems like an erroneous error on their (his) part.
His thoughts are interrupted with the suddenly feeling of a hand in around his. The warmth is unwelcome and its intention is terrifying. He quickly snatches his hand back into the safety of his room.
“Sherlock. If I knew what the problem was, I might be able to help.”
He nods, even though he has no idea how to provide that.
It’s simple. He must decide. Who does he trust more? John or size nine. A familiar (annoying) M invades his mind, but this one is twisted an ugly. Unhinged. He pushes it aside. There are too many M’s when all he wants is John.
Once again, he raises his arm. Closing his eyes, he nods for John to take it. He ignores the slight pressure on his wrist and begins to recite the periodic table in his head. By the time he reaches argon, he has wool beneath his fingertips and the warmth of tea infiltrating his thoughts.
He opens his eyes to see John’s face close to his. He doesn’t need to look to know the doorway is a meter behind him. He clenches the wool of John’s sweater and smiles.
The Lockless Door (3a/4)
anonymous
June 29 2014, 06:08:20 UTC
AN: So, yeah. I know. It's been a while - no excuses. Hope there's still some interest. I should mention that this will not become Johnlock (I suppose you could read it as pre-slash if you choose to do so). Sorry if that disappoints anyone. Also this is a healing/comfort section (always harder for me to write) but more angst will be coming.
First line is taken for a 1980 publication of Gray's Anatomy
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The laminae are two broad plates of bone which complete the neural arch…
He hears his name being called from downstairs. He looks at the closed door, annoyed at whatever has interrupted his reading.
Well, reading isn’t really quite the right term. The words are popping into his head before he has a chance to see them on the page. Recalling. Recalling would be the best way to describe it in English. He knows there’s a better term for it in German. But it doesn’t come to him immediately, and he’s too tired to bother searching for it.
The voice drifts through the door again.
“Mrs. Hudson brought some meatloaf if you want to come down and join us.”
No. He doesn’t want to join them, and he doesn’t want the meatloaf. But he can hear the hope in John’s voice. More importantly, he knows that if he doesn’t come down, John will come up with his sympathetic eyes and soft voice, and he especially doesn’t want that.
Sighing, he puts away his forty year old copy of Gray’s Anatomy and makes the slow trek towards the kitchen.
In the hallway, he hears the loud and seemingly aimless bustle of John moving around the kitchen. It becomes clear that John is setting out plates and cups with a frenzied and unnatural vigor. Worst of all, it does nothing to deter him from overhearing John’s rushed whisper. “He does better if we’re not staring”. The thought (reality) annoys him.
His eyes narrow as he enters. There’s no reason for John to be like this…like he may break at any moment. It’s irritating and absurd (and necessary). He’s fine, for Christ’s sake. And if he must prove it with a mind numbingly dull dinner of ground beef and cooked ketchup then so be it.
He barely glances at John as he enters, instead looking at…at…
“Oh, Sherlock, it’s so nice to see you.”
The voice high and has an amateur musical quality to it. Its familiarity fills him with comfort and warmth. The word ‘maternal’ floats through his mind before he chases it away. It’s true, but not quite. The Germans probably have a better word for that too.
“Come now, have a seat,” she says, ushering him into the closest chair. From her proximity and the lingering scent, he can tell she recently coloured her hair. L’Oreal Rich Honey, he would presume. He glances over her dated jewelry (clearly sentimental) and purple frock, though she would have an absurd name for it, like eggplant or palatinate.
He briefly closes his eyes and a baritone voice fills his thoughts.
Mrs. Hudson leave Baker Street? England would fall.
Ah, yes. Mrs. Hudson.
See, John, he’s fine.
* * *
He hears John’s hushed whispers from the hallway. It’s clear by his tone John doesn’t want to be overheard. So, the conversation is about him and/or at least minutely interesting.
He leans closer against the wall.
“I just…I’m not sure if it’s a good idea.”
Intriguing.
“I know. You can never tell with him. Who knows what he needs.”
He scowls at that. He doesn’t need anything.
“Even if we did come, there’s no way he could possibly be of any help. He still hasn’t said a word since…” John pauses and trails off into an uncomfortable cough.
So John’s noticed. Well, of course he’s noticed. John’s not that dense. He had (foolishly) hoped it was explained away with his prior quirkiness. Sometimes I don’t talk for days on end.
No matter. There’s a case. Finally. Something to do before he jammed his violin bow into his brain to save himself from the monotony. He quickly walks back to his bedroom.
Within minutes, John’s remark is out of his head and he’s walking (strutting) past the living room. He hears John sigh as he descends the staircase.
“Nevermind. He’s already got his coat on. See you in a few.”
The Lockless Door (3b/4)
anonymous
October 24 2015, 21:00:37 UTC
I sincerely apologize for the delay....okay more than delay (1.5 years?!?!). Life threw me a curveball and I'm finally back on track (ish). At least enough to finish t his story. AND IT IS FINISHED!
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He enters the crime scene feeling invigorated. Even the police sergeant’s (C?...S?...unimportant) half-hearted quip isn’t enough to get him down. He passes the forensics team as they’re setting up lights and marking the floor. If he was just five minutes earlier he could have avoided the contamination. How unbearably frustrating.
The moment he sees the corpse everything else drifts away. One simple cut to the left common carotid artery from behind. (Killer’s right handed.) It’s so clichéd he almost wants to strangle the killer himself.
Luckily, this criminal has something going for him. It’s a classic mystery: locked room murder. No sexual trauma. No weapon found. No possible escape. Not even a window to help the single, muted light bulb dangling from the ceiling.
And it’s the third case like this in the same number of weeks. There’s no apparent connection between the victims. The police are clearly eager to find a lead.
It all adds up to a worthwhile case.
He casually shoves forensics away as he approaches the corpse. The victim’s a younger man, in his early thirties. Recently married. Honeymoon in Greece. String of ex-girlfriends but hasn’t cheated…yet, or ever. Impossible to cheat as a corpse. Wouldn’t that be a far more interesting case?
Around him he can still here the scuttle of the Yard’s police force. He wishes he could tell them all to shut up and go away. He hopes a glare in their direction will do the trick.
As he turns, he hears a click and a bright industrial light flares on.
Within seconds he can no longer see the corpse or the incompetent bastards of Scotland Yard. All he sees, all he knows, is the piercing light burning through every neuron. He can feel the cold stone of his cell beneath his knees and hands. He can smell the off-brand cologne of a guard masking the coppery stench of blood and sweat. He’s back (they’re back) and he needs to warn them (warn John). He opens his mouth to shout something (anything) when another voice cuts through.
“For God’s sake, turn it off!”
As suddenly as it began, he’s thrown back into the muted light, casting soft halos around his despondent cell. He blinks the remnant flashes away, leaving an unassuming room and a very worried John in its wake.
“This was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have brought you here.” John’s so close, he practically whispers it.
He vehemently shakes his head. For the life of him he can’t remember why, but he wants to be here.
John slowly guides him to his feet. “We’ll try again later.”
He shakes his head again and attempts to push John away only to find his legs are suddenly unable to support his weight.
John simply wraps his arm around his shoulders and guides him towards the door. “Don’t worry, I’ll get the files from Greg later.”
He doesn’t bother to listen to John’s blathering. He’s far too busy loathing himself.
* * *
Time passes without much acknowledgement. If John’s stubble and mounting concern are any indication it’s been at least a week.
True to his word, John retrieves a stack of files. The pictures and words blur together until it’s nothing more than meaningless drabble. The few pictures that do stand out leave a tight ache in his chest and a sharp pain in his throat.
His deductions were left somewhere in the abyss of his cell and the feeling that’s left behind can only be described as ordinary. No matter how genuine John is, he has no way to understand the disgust that fills him. Ordinary.
Instead, John seems to only have one suggestion. “Maybe it would help if you talked about it…” he pauses and makes a grotesque noise with his throat “…or talked.”
He glares at John for a brief moment before walking out.
***
John always comes in the room with new bits of information (“The doctor said he’s going to try to wean you off the sedatives.”). It’s always good information. He saves the depressing bits for later in the visit (“Your brother said he’ll by stopping by later today.”).
He’s aware that this is a new personality trait. Whether it is brought on by his extended absence (How long was it? …three years. Yes, he knew that) or by his compromising position, there’s no way to tell. He needs more data.
“Okay. We are finally getting the hell out of here.”
That’s the best news he’s received in a while. Forever (no, no three years. He knows it’s been three years) actually.
He looks up to see John holding a set of his clothes and his Belstaff coat. Clothes that must have been saved. Clothes that John couldn’t bear to discard in his absence. He looks at John’s cleanly shaven face and he feels a slight smile tug at his lips. How could he have ever forgotten this?
John sets the clothes down and helps him to his feet.
He immediately foregoes the clothes for the jacket. He slowly slides himself into it, leaning away from John when he tries to help. The warm weight on his shoulders feels (almost) like home.
He sees John starting to roll a wheelchair toward him. Immediately, he balks, refusing to look at it as he walks (shuffles) past.
John sighs, “You know, Sherlock, not everything needs to be a challenge.”
Eyes rooted to the floor several meters ahead, he continues his shuffle towards the door. He soon feels John’s presence beside him, a warm arm wrapping around his back for support. Besides the initial flinch, he welcomes it. Anything to help him get out of this hellhole faster.
Within seconds they’re at the doorframe. John continues his step through, never even falters.
His eyes widen at the space beyond. The openness of the ward. The people milling around. A sinking feeling of dread sits heavily in his gut. This is wrong. He can’t (shouldn’t, couldn’t, won’t) do this.
Immediately he places his hand on the doorframe and pushes himself backward.
The force rips himself from John’s arm and he’s falling backwards. Backwards, where he belongs. Never forward, he can’t go forward.
He’s waiting for the sudden force of the floor against his back when strong hands pull him up.
Immediately, he’s fighting, punching and kicking without any aim. They aren’t following the rules. This wasn’t part of the deal. He won’t be forced beyond the door. That was made clear from the beginning.
The pressure on his arms disappears, and he finds himself sitting on the floor, staring at the washed-out, grey tiles.
“I’m sorry. So sorry, Sherlock. Just look at me. It’s John. You’re safe. Breathe, just breathe”
The words filter through, but there’s still an ache in his chest. Did he mess up? He was never supposed to (always supposed to but never should) leave his cell. He can’t believe it took him so long to realize that he failed. He failed miserably and others will pay. John will pay.
“Sherlock, you have to relax. Focus on my voice. Just breathe.”
John will pay. G and M and H will pay. The shapes are slowly coming back, soon they will expand beyond the letter. G is being particularly tricky. Now, it’s all useless. He’s lost them again. And it’s his fault.
“Nurse! I need a nurse I here! …Sherlock, please. Don’t you want to go home?”
He frantically nods. But it will all be for naught. He will be home, but John will be gone. And without John, it’s just a place, not a home.
“Then you have to calm down. Breathe with me.”
He tries, he really does. But the pressure on his chest refuses to release. Soon the voice drifts away. He can feel tears prickling down his cheeks. He didn’t expect to lose John so soon.
There’s a slight pinch in his arm. Then there’s nothing.
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Oh Sherlock.
AA if you ever post this to AO3 let me know and I'll rec it.
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Also just wanted to give you a heads up - I won't be able to post again until likely around Monday/Tuesday. But I do plan to continue with it. Should be around 4000-5000 words once I'm finished.
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OP here.
Take as much time as you need to to get any writing done, there's no rush.
Wow what a lot of words. :)
Mycroft says "it is certain" :)
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“How are you feeling?”
The question is obvious and ridiculous.
He hears John chuckle and realizes he must have made his thoughts clear. Probably rolled his eyes, that sounds like something he would do.
The last thing he remembers is panicking in the hospital. His brow furrows. He’s fairly (98.6%) positive patients in need of sedation don’t get to leave. The whole thing reeks of M. And not the kind M with the bright eyes and thin lips. The tedious M with the stupid smirk and presumptuous umbrella.
He rolls away from John with an annoyed sigh.
“Yes, we can thank Mycroft for your homecoming.”
He can almost hear the bemused smile in John’s voice. It does nothing to sway his mood.
He keeps firmly still. He doesn’t want to betray the fact he’s rolling the name around in his head. He’s heard it before. Recently. Tried planting it in his brain a week ago. Clearly he was unsuccessful. The variations make it difficult to stick. The high vowel with a rounded middle and hissing end. It can morph. Change shape to slip through a sieve. Mycroft. How detestable.
It’s nothing like John. Firm and consistent. Genuine.
*
He’s been standing at the doorway for just under twelve minutes when John approaches with a tray full of food.
“Sherlock! You shouldn’t be out of bed.”
John’s right. The thought tastes bitter in his mouth, but he’s right. His legs are straining with effort.
“What do you need?” John asks as he places the tray on the floor.
He glances directly at the loo down the hall and looks back at John, hoping the message is clear.
A slight blush rises to John’s cheeks. It’s enough to make Sherlock roll his eyes. “Oh, right. Okay, let’s go.”
He shakes his head, shifting away from the wool-clad arm moving towards him. The hand immediately disappears.
“Okay. Okay. We can take it slow.”
He shakes his head again. Slow is agony and typically a lesson in futility. Slow is for dismal masses. Unacceptable.
“Okay…”
He watches as John sighs and runs his hand through his hair.
“What do you suppose we do?”
His gaze hardens. If he knew that, then he wouldn’t be standing in the bloody doorway. Jesus Chirst, John, think for a moment. Frowning he goes through the possibilities.
Knocked unconscious…unlikely. And it would probably end with him wetting himself.
Drugged…just as unlikely.
Carried…never. Would rather wet himself.
Bed pan…no. Just no.
Catheter…see bed pan.
He takes a deep breath before slowly lifting his arm. He pauses a moment (1.2 seconds) before reaching past the doorway. Locking eyes with John, he waits. One…two… It will happen. They always kept their promises. No, no that’s not true. He’s out now. He’s out.
A persistent thought invades his mind in the same lilting voice that makes him cringe (and scream and beg). Maybe it needs to be more than an arm.
It was never clarified what constituted as leaving. It seems like an erroneous error on their (his) part.
His thoughts are interrupted with the suddenly feeling of a hand in around his. The warmth is unwelcome and its intention is terrifying. He quickly snatches his hand back into the safety of his room.
“Sherlock. If I knew what the problem was, I might be able to help.”
He nods, even though he has no idea how to provide that.
It’s simple. He must decide. Who does he trust more? John or size nine. A familiar (annoying) M invades his mind, but this one is twisted an ugly. Unhinged. He pushes it aside. There are too many M’s when all he wants is John.
Once again, he raises his arm. Closing his eyes, he nods for John to take it. He ignores the slight pressure on his wrist and begins to recite the periodic table in his head. By the time he reaches argon, he has wool beneath his fingertips and the warmth of tea infiltrating his thoughts.
He opens his eyes to see John’s face close to his. He doesn’t need to look to know the doorway is a meter behind him. He clenches the wool of John’s sweater and smiles.
“That’s it?”
All he can do is nod.
John’s smile in return is brilliant.
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This story is absolutely unique. Please more!
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Sorry I'm so late, AA, but this is lovely and LOVE JOHN AW :)
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First line is taken for a 1980 publication of Gray's Anatomy
* * *
The laminae are two broad plates of bone which complete the neural arch…
He hears his name being called from downstairs. He looks at the closed door, annoyed at whatever has interrupted his reading.
Well, reading isn’t really quite the right term. The words are popping into his head before he has a chance to see them on the page. Recalling. Recalling would be the best way to describe it in English. He knows there’s a better term for it in German. But it doesn’t come to him immediately, and he’s too tired to bother searching for it.
The voice drifts through the door again.
“Mrs. Hudson brought some meatloaf if you want to come down and join us.”
No. He doesn’t want to join them, and he doesn’t want the meatloaf. But he can hear the hope in John’s voice. More importantly, he knows that if he doesn’t come down, John will come up with his sympathetic eyes and soft voice, and he especially doesn’t want that.
Sighing, he puts away his forty year old copy of Gray’s Anatomy and makes the slow trek towards the kitchen.
In the hallway, he hears the loud and seemingly aimless bustle of John moving around the kitchen. It becomes clear that John is setting out plates and cups with a frenzied and unnatural vigor. Worst of all, it does nothing to deter him from overhearing John’s rushed whisper. “He does better if we’re not staring”. The thought (reality) annoys him.
His eyes narrow as he enters. There’s no reason for John to be like this…like he may break at any moment. It’s irritating and absurd (and necessary). He’s fine, for Christ’s sake. And if he must prove it with a mind numbingly dull dinner of ground beef and cooked ketchup then so be it.
He barely glances at John as he enters, instead looking at…at…
“Oh, Sherlock, it’s so nice to see you.”
The voice high and has an amateur musical quality to it. Its familiarity fills him with comfort and warmth. The word ‘maternal’ floats through his mind before he chases it away. It’s true, but not quite. The Germans probably have a better word for that too.
“Come now, have a seat,” she says, ushering him into the closest chair. From her proximity and the lingering scent, he can tell she recently coloured her hair. L’Oreal Rich Honey, he would presume. He glances over her dated jewelry (clearly sentimental) and purple frock, though she would have an absurd name for it, like eggplant or palatinate.
He briefly closes his eyes and a baritone voice fills his thoughts.
Mrs. Hudson leave Baker Street? England would fall.
Ah, yes. Mrs. Hudson.
See, John, he’s fine.
* * *
He hears John’s hushed whispers from the hallway. It’s clear by his tone John doesn’t want to be overheard. So, the conversation is about him and/or at least minutely interesting.
He leans closer against the wall.
“I just…I’m not sure if it’s a good idea.”
Intriguing.
“I know. You can never tell with him. Who knows what he needs.”
He scowls at that. He doesn’t need anything.
“Even if we did come, there’s no way he could possibly be of any help. He still hasn’t said a word since…” John pauses and trails off into an uncomfortable cough.
So John’s noticed. Well, of course he’s noticed. John’s not that dense. He had (foolishly) hoped it was explained away with his prior quirkiness. Sometimes I don’t talk for days on end.
No matter. There’s a case. Finally. Something to do before he jammed his violin bow into his brain to save himself from the monotony. He quickly walks back to his bedroom.
Within minutes, John’s remark is out of his head and he’s walking (strutting) past the living room. He hears John sigh as he descends the staircase.
“Nevermind. He’s already got his coat on. See you in a few.”
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Of course I'm still interested in this <3
Also I love Sherlock constantly pretending he's fine, when he isn't really.
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* * *
He enters the crime scene feeling invigorated. Even the police sergeant’s (C?...S?...unimportant) half-hearted quip isn’t enough to get him down. He passes the forensics team as they’re setting up lights and marking the floor. If he was just five minutes earlier he could have avoided the contamination. How unbearably frustrating.
The moment he sees the corpse everything else drifts away. One simple cut to the left common carotid artery from behind. (Killer’s right handed.) It’s so clichéd he almost wants to strangle the killer himself.
Luckily, this criminal has something going for him. It’s a classic mystery: locked room murder. No sexual trauma. No weapon found. No possible escape. Not even a window to help the single, muted light bulb dangling from the ceiling.
And it’s the third case like this in the same number of weeks. There’s no apparent connection between the victims. The police are clearly eager to find a lead.
It all adds up to a worthwhile case.
He casually shoves forensics away as he approaches the corpse. The victim’s a younger man, in his early thirties. Recently married. Honeymoon in Greece. String of ex-girlfriends but hasn’t cheated…yet, or ever. Impossible to cheat as a corpse. Wouldn’t that be a far more interesting case?
Around him he can still here the scuttle of the Yard’s police force. He wishes he could tell them all to shut up and go away. He hopes a glare in their direction will do the trick.
As he turns, he hears a click and a bright industrial light flares on.
Within seconds he can no longer see the corpse or the incompetent bastards of Scotland Yard. All he sees, all he knows, is the piercing light burning through every neuron. He can feel the cold stone of his cell beneath his knees and hands. He can smell the off-brand cologne of a guard masking the coppery stench of blood and sweat. He’s back (they’re back) and he needs to warn them (warn John). He opens his mouth to shout something (anything) when another voice cuts through.
“For God’s sake, turn it off!”
As suddenly as it began, he’s thrown back into the muted light, casting soft halos around his despondent cell. He blinks the remnant flashes away, leaving an unassuming room and a very worried John in its wake.
“This was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have brought you here.” John’s so close, he practically whispers it.
He vehemently shakes his head. For the life of him he can’t remember why, but he wants to be here.
John slowly guides him to his feet. “We’ll try again later.”
He shakes his head again and attempts to push John away only to find his legs are suddenly unable to support his weight.
John simply wraps his arm around his shoulders and guides him towards the door. “Don’t worry, I’ll get the files from Greg later.”
He doesn’t bother to listen to John’s blathering. He’s far too busy loathing himself.
* * *
Time passes without much acknowledgement. If John’s stubble and mounting concern are any indication it’s been at least a week.
True to his word, John retrieves a stack of files. The pictures and words blur together until it’s nothing more than meaningless drabble. The few pictures that do stand out leave a tight ache in his chest and a sharp pain in his throat.
His deductions were left somewhere in the abyss of his cell and the feeling that’s left behind can only be described as ordinary. No matter how genuine John is, he has no way to understand the disgust that fills him. Ordinary.
Instead, John seems to only have one suggestion. “Maybe it would help if you talked about it…” he pauses and makes a grotesque noise with his throat “…or talked.”
He glares at John for a brief moment before walking out.
* * *
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