walk with him

[sheriot6669]

I
aimlessly walk
these unfamiliar streets
that silently reach out to me
and whisper in my ears where to go.

I
haven't yet walked
a mile in these shoes
yet somehow, I know where they lead.

I
feel like we
feel like we're walking
in step, same pace, in unison.

I
think that you
are the blood in my veins
and the frigid water in my lungs.

You aren't here. Maybe you never really were. Maybe you never will be again.
But you walk with me. Everyday. Everyday I wake up and I wake you up and carry you around with me. All day long. Me and you. Because I am not me without you. I wouldn't be me without having you here. You made me into who I am. You reside deep within my chest, deep within my heart. You are here. You are still here.

Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.
Your presence is known
The weariness shown
in the lines on my face
and my voice on the phone.

Please make this stop. I love you but just stop it. I'm losing my mind.