Back on one of those block rockin' BEATS & We're about to ROCK STEADY
Oh MY people oh, hear me out!
I am NOT a total failure, I actually started writing my candidate's thesis today! Hurray, I thought this day would never come! *bliss*
Don't get me wrong, I believe my topic is the most interesting in the world right now and I'm truly enthusiastic about it but can you believe how hard it is to try to put your thoughts in the paper, not to mention how damn difficult it is to START writing?!
Gosh, I know exactly what I'm going to write and almost in what order I'm going to put it but the starting... has always been a problem to me. My writing is tied pretty close to my mood. Sometimes the texts flows without any difficulties and sometimes I can't get anything out of my system. And usually the whole thought of writing is so exhausting that I just skip it.. and decide to do it later.
The last minute's panic is the best inspiration I tell ya. :D
But now.. owww I actually started on time. My return date for the paper is 16th of April and there should be 18-25 pages done before that. My disposition is ready and today I started writing about theory, material, methods and my main research questions. Oh. :D You might want to congratulate me because this day is legendary. For ONCE I'm on time. For ONCE I positively surprise myself.
Every time I call my mom and whine about all the school stuff I need to do just begging some sympathy she's always like: "Sounds terrible, remember to take it easy every once in a while." She should know me better because when she says so I take it too damn literally and do nothing! :D Ha... I'm bad. And lazy.
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We got 2/5 out of Business in East and Southeast Asia -course's group work term paper. *Faillll!1xD
Oh my god, I can't believe they accepted that paper. This means that I'm actually going to have the whole minor subject of Asia-studies. 8-o
Btw I wrote my final paper on Language and Communication in East and Southeast Asia -course about Engrish and got 4/5! Heh oh dear.. AND my India's nuclear politics-essay got also 4/5 on India in World Politics -course. Damn.. what I told you about the last minute's panic..! It works! Works perhaps too well on your blood pressure as well!
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This girl has such an awesome bird tattoo that I want to have something like that too.
Perhaps same kind of birds, just smaller, flying on my left shoulder.
I have the money, now I just need to go and DO it. :D
