SuNbUrNt ArM and such..
Nooooo it's already May and I still got no job for the summer! How can this be? Should I feel stressed? Well I do. Already sent over 15 applications and no-body wants me?
I'm ready to go to the factory/office/store. I'm willing to clean your home or call you and ask if you'd like to change your well-working insurance to this other one.
Just give me teh money!
I have 'Things to buy' list on my wall: Contact lenses, black and color ink to my printer, sofa, Ilosaari open air tickets, take my laptop to the computer service and save money to get our ass off to Helsinki to meet my cousin and get Miika to Korkeasaari zoo and Linnanmäki fun park because he's never been on either one.
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It was 23C yesterday! Of course I had to sunbathe and of course I burnt my hand but it's cool now. It was so warm. Ah summer. Loving it.
Last weekend I realized that when the sun shines the snow really starts to melt. 8D AND when it melts it becomes water. Ooo how exciting.
Well it was because apparently the snow has melted so fast from the forests that now lakes are slowly starting to flood. I had great fun walking by the shore and try not to wet myself or my camera. Got a few really nice shots.
Plus some traditional art pieces.
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Only two weeks and were off to Crete with mom.. It feel so ridiculous to travel with no money of your own. Usually when we go with my parents I at least have some shopping money from my own budget but not now.. Even the shopping money comes from the folks..
Why does that feel so wrong? I should be thrilled but I'm not used to have such a big amounts of money from my parents. Maybe it's because our situation isn't that good and in my mind I'm thinking all the things we could improve with that amount of cash or something..
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A week without him. Yesterday I thought: Would it be easier just to break up? Which one causes more pain; leaving or staying?
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