May 05, 2006 20:39
My decisions make me feel as if I'm jumping head first into a swimming pool with no water. ...in other words a big concrete hole. Let's hope I come out unscathed. I could only be so lucky.
I woke up feeling completely lonely today. Then, I realized that I'm the one who creates those sorts of feelings. So, I eliminated it by considering what I have. And, currently, I'm doing something to correct it that is slim on approval ratings. But, I'm an eighteen year old woman. Shouldn't I be able to make those decisions devoid of influence from others? Better yet, can I convince myself to do that?
In one week at this time, I should be completely gwadjuuehted.
CINCO+ DE + MAYO! In Spanish it translates to "excuse for inebriation" or May fifth, whatever.
parties,
boys