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I've officially lost all hope when it comes to Richie. Seriously, he should be the one chasing after me. I'm tired of trying way too hard to be everything he wants me to be. He should be the one waiting for my calls. Jesus, he barely returns my phone calls. I've sacrificed a lot of my well being for him, endured countless hours of my parents berating me about my choices, and put thousands of miles of my car to keep him in my life.
He didn't even call me the other day. God forbid, he take two seconds away from hitting a pipe just to say, "Hey, I remembered that today is kind of special to you." or, even something really cynical... ANYTHING.
I almost don't even want to move back to Baton Rouge. I don't want to be in a relationship with him anymore. I feel that if I jump the gun on this one, I'll just go back to him right away. I don't feel like I have the respect from him like I used to. And, God only knows if I hear one more thing about he-who-shall-not-be-named (which was COUNT IT nearly two years ago as of the end of next month), I am going to stab him.
Read my lips, YOU HAVE NO FUTURE WITH ME UNTIL YOU MAKE A FUTURE FOR YOURSELF.
With that said the only thing that's going right in my relationship life is the fact that Aleks is taking me to see Regina Spektor in a few weeks. I didn't even ask. Someone actually remembered something about me that I enjoy.
He didn't even call me the other day. God forbid, he take two seconds away from hitting a pipe just to say, "Hey, I remembered that today is kind of special to you." or, even something really cynical... ANYTHING.
I almost don't even want to move back to Baton Rouge. I don't want to be in a relationship with him anymore. I feel that if I jump the gun on this one, I'll just go back to him right away. I don't feel like I have the respect from him like I used to. And, God only knows if I hear one more thing about he-who-shall-not-be-named (which was COUNT IT nearly two years ago as of the end of next month), I am going to stab him.
Read my lips, YOU HAVE NO FUTURE WITH ME UNTIL YOU MAKE A FUTURE FOR YOURSELF.
With that said the only thing that's going right in my relationship life is the fact that Aleks is taking me to see Regina Spektor in a few weeks. I didn't even ask. Someone actually remembered something about me that I enjoy.