i got the hang of it now...
Okay, i've settled down in my own lil world.. figured out the flow/system of LJ.. have lotsa catching up to do.. =) i'm feeling weird. cuz i've never been so disoriented like this before. i think my head's a mess and i need to clear things up wif myself first before i can explain to loved ones what's wrong wimme. i've hurt him again and again.. and i know i shouldnt have said that to him last night. i know i shouldnt shut him out completely. =( i feel shitty.