Inside my shell I wait and Bleed
I cut myself the other day- it felt oh so great
But now I'm suffering - and not just from pain
But from Disapointment
I told Simon about me cutting myself- Let's just say he thought he had failed me....
All I wanted to say way I was sorry and it turned out to be one of these big arguments..well sort of..we talked it through and it was ok in the end- he threatened to tell my mom...I can't tell my mom she'd cry and be upset and blame herself- even if most of it is her fault.
Oh well!
Well I guess it's good to be back at school.....NOT
Exams are over though!
Will update in a bit after I've texted Simon