Oh God...
I have to sort out my life...
You know there is something wrong when you cry at least once a day, usually twice, and you really have no idea why. When there is soo much bothering you and you can't seem to do anything right. You get so frustrated and the why you deal is to cry and cry and cry. You always feel better after a good cry but then you wonder whts worng with you? Why are you like this? Why is everything going so fucking wrong? And then you cry more just because. I hate it.
I seem to hate everything right now. Oh God, I can't wait for college!!
I need a new life...or atleast a better one. I need something or someone that makes me feel good and not shitty. When I go to bed, thats when I let out how I feel. I can't help it. Then when you talk about it to people, it just makes you feel worse. Oh man, this sucks.
I don't like feeling lonely and lost. I wonder if I will ever be found or if it is even worth being found.
You know there is something wrong when you cry at least once a day, usually twice, and you really have no idea why. When there is soo much bothering you and you can't seem to do anything right. You get so frustrated and the why you deal is to cry and cry and cry. You always feel better after a good cry but then you wonder whts worng with you? Why are you like this? Why is everything going so fucking wrong? And then you cry more just because. I hate it.
I seem to hate everything right now. Oh God, I can't wait for college!!
I need a new life...or atleast a better one. I need something or someone that makes me feel good and not shitty. When I go to bed, thats when I let out how I feel. I can't help it. Then when you talk about it to people, it just makes you feel worse. Oh man, this sucks.
I don't like feeling lonely and lost. I wonder if I will ever be found or if it is even worth being found.