okay....time to calm down a little
so i have been over exhausted this entire week so far~ i work everyday at 6 in the morning at mcntt, and then for the past 3 days i've worked at target either from 4-11, or 5-10:15. by the end of this week, i will have worked about 12 hours at mcnutt, and 28 hours at target....yikes
i am slacking majorly in my l204 class right now. i just cant take that supid class and my teacher. i mean my teacher is sooooo nice, but nothing pleases her. i work my ass off for like a break B or B-. so today, I have a mini paper due, but on my last paper, she gave me like a C on it. And I get to drop my 3 lowest mini paper scores, so I'll drop the C, this one (which im not even going to do), and then i'll prolly screw up again on another one sometime.I just dont care anymore. No matter how hard i try, I wont get an A in this class. ITs impossible......and right now i have a 81%, but that doesnt include any of the homework and quizzes.....so i probably have like an 84ish.....and i still have 2 more main papers to write...which will probably average out to about a Bish score too....so hopefully I still get a B in this class. If i get a C, i will be a little upset bc i have never had a C before in my life......but, right now at this point, fuck it! i dont even care anymore. this C wont affect my future at all.
"A person can get straight A's in school but still fail in life"- lauren beukema
....its so true lauren...A's still feel pretty good though right now....but getting one or not getting one wont determine my life haha ;-)
so kuhn is coming down to bloomington today. im excited to see her....but im so busy today haha. today is my one day off and i really need to catch up on things...but i keep thinking "hey, its summer...fuck it! i'm going out"
well....thats basically it for me right now. summer is junk right now haha...the only good part about it is its so damn beautiful outside!!!!....and i m glad i get to see my friends in btown this summer. i miss you guys from home sooooooo much though! :-(
i am slacking majorly in my l204 class right now. i just cant take that supid class and my teacher. i mean my teacher is sooooo nice, but nothing pleases her. i work my ass off for like a break B or B-. so today, I have a mini paper due, but on my last paper, she gave me like a C on it. And I get to drop my 3 lowest mini paper scores, so I'll drop the C, this one (which im not even going to do), and then i'll prolly screw up again on another one sometime.I just dont care anymore. No matter how hard i try, I wont get an A in this class. ITs impossible......and right now i have a 81%, but that doesnt include any of the homework and quizzes.....so i probably have like an 84ish.....and i still have 2 more main papers to write...which will probably average out to about a Bish score too....so hopefully I still get a B in this class. If i get a C, i will be a little upset bc i have never had a C before in my life......but, right now at this point, fuck it! i dont even care anymore. this C wont affect my future at all.
"A person can get straight A's in school but still fail in life"- lauren beukema
....its so true lauren...A's still feel pretty good though right now....but getting one or not getting one wont determine my life haha ;-)
so kuhn is coming down to bloomington today. im excited to see her....but im so busy today haha. today is my one day off and i really need to catch up on things...but i keep thinking "hey, its summer...fuck it! i'm going out"
well....thats basically it for me right now. summer is junk right now haha...the only good part about it is its so damn beautiful outside!!!!....and i m glad i get to see my friends in btown this summer. i miss you guys from home sooooooo much though! :-(