May 31, 2006 11:50
so tonight...at midnight...the magic begins....sheri lynn demy turns 21! i know..i know you kids didnt think this could ever ever happen...haha
its ridiculous the amount of drama that could happen in one day..in one hour..in one second of your life....one second can change the rest of your life forever
yesterday was quite the interesting day. started off normal, woke up,listened to music, class, chilled with the ladies, dinner with the roomie, then eric time, then couldnt sleep....the usual
i have been having sleeping problems lately..i dont know what my problem is exactly....but i cannot afford to be tired...hello..im going to be out till like 3-4 everynight this weekend :-D
suzanne...i am so anxious to hear what happened with u and matt....call me or something girl cuz we gots to talk hehehe
i am really excited for those who are coming to bloomington to celebrate my birthday with me! i appreciate it sooo much. i know u guys all had to call off work and re-arrange your schedules for me.....i love you for it! :-D
i think what I have thought was going to happen this summer...is definetely NOT going to happen anymore. sylvie says it will happen in like a year or so for me....but i am going to be a selfish skank and not wait that long....sorry..u snooze u lose~!
i can take the rain on the roof of this emty house, that dont bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again that i pretend im okay
but thats not what gets me
what hurts the most, was being so close
and having so much to say, and watching you walk away
and never knowing, what could have been
and now seeing that lovin you, was what i was tryin to do