Aug 21, 2004 10:31
It's a brand new year, and it can only get better! Hopefully, anyway. Already i am regretting this all girl thing. That's not so fun...it was okay the past two years, but now that i've lived with guys right across the hall...awesome guys, by the way, i really miss that. I didn't know what i was missing before, so i was content...but now i know better. The men are in the building right next door, you're right, but it's not the same.
Although i'm sort of bitter right now, i'm not upset about hope. I still think that "hope is a good thing, and no good thing ever dies"...without hope, where would we be? Like everything, hope is flawed, i'll give you that..but that doesn't mean that it's not worthwhile. I had high hopes, and now they're getting lower and lower...but there is still a glimmer...a tiny bit of hope that we all hang on to.. It's all I need to get by. :)
But on the other side, once everyone is moved in and settled in, everything will be a lot better! This adjustment period is always hard no matter how many times you've done it. I just need to be a bit more positive about things, and it'll be okay!
I can't wait for our monthly outings!!!!!!!!!!