So lonely inside, so busy out there.
Just thought i would write about my weekend i just stuff that has been happening to me recently. At the weekend i went to see my boy again, it was a really nice weekend although some parts got slightly blah because he hadn't planned stuff for us to do at parts but i don't want to say bad things because i had a really lovely time and just being back in his warmth and doing our things was just..so nice. After missing him and everything like that. I hope i can go back in two weeks because there is a slight mix up because my parents & some of my mum's side of the family are going to Yorkshire for their holidays, and of course my dad's set of grandparents live there, so it was gonna be a big meetup, see ALL of the family type thing and my mum's mad at me for wanting to go to Cardiff because she's like 'you have only seen grandma and gramps once this year' or something. And if it was any other weekend then i'd go, but Matt's parents are going away and he was gonna plan and BBQ and everything was gonna be fun. And basically i'd much rather be there with him than there with them. So..*sighs* ah. We'll see.
So my weekend was really nice, i got the train early on Saturday morning eep and got there like several hours later after change overs, delays and taking the long route round like the whole of Wales. He met me and carried my bag and we walked through town and he bought me a very tasty ice cream which was nice :D then we got the bus back to his house. Then we just chilled at his house and hugged and rested because i was kinda knackered and he gave me the Jimmy album he bought for me..hee, and a tape of the Get Up Kids, Atari's and Saves the Day too. I gave him inflatable animals hehehe a fair swap i was thinking!! :o) Then we had some game son Tekken 3 coz he finally got it back and was desperate to beat me, but i kicked his ass o course. It was really sweet, after the tantrum i had after we played WWF and he beat me so outrageously, after every match he won on this game he gave me a kiss to make me less mad hehehe oh i'm such a dick that he feels he has to do that but it's nice. Then his parents made dinner, this really tasty steak bolognese sauce with spaghetti and i had three glasses of wine, and guess what? I got tipsy hehe i am SUCH a lightweight. But long journeys and tiredness always makes it happen quicker, Matt was laughing at me though. It was abit of a sore point that evening though because he had told all the others (our friends) and i had told them too, that i was coming and that we should go out. But it turned out they went out the night before instead so no one came out apart from James and because i was tipsy got slightly upset and he did too but it was ok coz we went out with James, i proceeded to get drunk & then Lammie and Kip were meant to meet us but they got to metros too late coz we had already left. I nearly caused a huge argument though because i was drunk and the 3 of us were standing outside BK waiting for Daz who rang & said he'd come say hi to me bless. And so i decided to announce 'me and Daz nearly got it on once' which was a bad bad move. So Matt was like paranoid (understandably) and wanted me to explain but i was drunk and didnt know what i was talking about but i assured him it was months & months ago before we were together and everythign was ok. Dont know how we got home..next thing i remember is lying on the Common looking up at the stars getting shouted at about dog poo and trying to pull Matt down with me -->*the next part if x-rated ahem..*<-- and then we got to is garden and sat on the bench looking up at stars but i had to be dragged inside coz i was passing out hahaha. Then he had to get me dressed for bed and hugged me to sleep heh. Oh dear..i'm such an embarassment!!
On sunday we just chilled and we went and visited his grandparents which was nice coz we havent seen them for a while and they gave us drinks of dandelion & burdock (the drink of the gods!) and uh then we walked through the village and he showed me his high school which was nice. It was SO hot so we went home and sunbathed and relaxed and then watched Mallrats for the 2789379759054th time and then in the evening we went and watched Scooby Doo..which was er..yeah. Hehehe. Then after a long walk home i crashed out and then we were late for the train in the morning so i almost missed it but eh..got there just in time and slept from Cardiff to B'ham heh.
But yeah a lovely weekend. I love him so much and this is sappy shit so i'm just gonna stop here! :o)
So my weekend was really nice, i got the train early on Saturday morning eep and got there like several hours later after change overs, delays and taking the long route round like the whole of Wales. He met me and carried my bag and we walked through town and he bought me a very tasty ice cream which was nice :D then we got the bus back to his house. Then we just chilled at his house and hugged and rested because i was kinda knackered and he gave me the Jimmy album he bought for me..hee, and a tape of the Get Up Kids, Atari's and Saves the Day too. I gave him inflatable animals hehehe a fair swap i was thinking!! :o) Then we had some game son Tekken 3 coz he finally got it back and was desperate to beat me, but i kicked his ass o course. It was really sweet, after the tantrum i had after we played WWF and he beat me so outrageously, after every match he won on this game he gave me a kiss to make me less mad hehehe oh i'm such a dick that he feels he has to do that but it's nice. Then his parents made dinner, this really tasty steak bolognese sauce with spaghetti and i had three glasses of wine, and guess what? I got tipsy hehe i am SUCH a lightweight. But long journeys and tiredness always makes it happen quicker, Matt was laughing at me though. It was abit of a sore point that evening though because he had told all the others (our friends) and i had told them too, that i was coming and that we should go out. But it turned out they went out the night before instead so no one came out apart from James and because i was tipsy got slightly upset and he did too but it was ok coz we went out with James, i proceeded to get drunk & then Lammie and Kip were meant to meet us but they got to metros too late coz we had already left. I nearly caused a huge argument though because i was drunk and the 3 of us were standing outside BK waiting for Daz who rang & said he'd come say hi to me bless. And so i decided to announce 'me and Daz nearly got it on once' which was a bad bad move. So Matt was like paranoid (understandably) and wanted me to explain but i was drunk and didnt know what i was talking about but i assured him it was months & months ago before we were together and everythign was ok. Dont know how we got home..next thing i remember is lying on the Common looking up at the stars getting shouted at about dog poo and trying to pull Matt down with me -->*the next part if x-rated ahem..*<-- and then we got to is garden and sat on the bench looking up at stars but i had to be dragged inside coz i was passing out hahaha. Then he had to get me dressed for bed and hugged me to sleep heh. Oh dear..i'm such an embarassment!!
On sunday we just chilled and we went and visited his grandparents which was nice coz we havent seen them for a while and they gave us drinks of dandelion & burdock (the drink of the gods!) and uh then we walked through the village and he showed me his high school which was nice. It was SO hot so we went home and sunbathed and relaxed and then watched Mallrats for the 2789379759054th time and then in the evening we went and watched Scooby Doo..which was er..yeah. Hehehe. Then after a long walk home i crashed out and then we were late for the train in the morning so i almost missed it but eh..got there just in time and slept from Cardiff to B'ham heh.
But yeah a lovely weekend. I love him so much and this is sappy shit so i'm just gonna stop here! :o)