Well yeah! I have sexy red hair. Well actually it's not sexy because it's attached to me but i FEEL sexy and everyone says 'you are what you feel'..well actually they don't at all, it's 'you are what you eat' but meh..who's gonna piss on my chips with this one eh? I dare you..b r i n g i t. So yes my sexy red has made me happy temporarily, even though i'm in the house on my own. Which i hate. But to be honest, it's nice just to be *alone* for a while. I thought by inviting all my friends one to stay each night etc etc then i wouldn't feel so alone but instead i haven't got any time, it's passing me by like a senile old woman watching young girls frolic by her window and wondering what happened to her life of ambition and creativity. Mcdonalds killed the dream. Oh yes, it did.
I remember when emo (the lovely Brina
emotionsikness) used to say sexxy and then i picked it up..well copied..im the unoriginality whore..and used to spell sexxy or seXXy i liekd that muchly.
bEE you shouldn't be reading any of this because it's in the letter and sorry i didn't reply to the text, guess what: no credit. Much love tho xxxx
So what else have i been doing? Lets see quick update: pizza and Shrek and Save the Last Dance with Jess, Mark and Diana. M&D gave me belated birthday presents i got a NICE belt and uhm a buddha on strong *sighs* ahhhh that's three now and a Pokémon cup..the collection growing stronger but will the gag ever wear thin? And then uhm early nights with Shelley (oh that pissed her off) not last night tho. No last night was Samboucca's, no air conditioning AGAIN, a guy wearing a Gareth Gates t-shirt..how controversial dancing to Green fucking Jelly, hence the craving to download it oh there was this really fucking funny bit too and and uh the other night video and food with Mim and looong talk and cheesy tapes as well as sex-hair, new watch and tonnes of ironing.
Just think i kinda was stand off-ish and crap to Matt which in turn now makes me feel like crap. He had to go hang out with his friends instead of talking to me, when he speaks to me everyday. Gah i am so fucking selifh: people, never turn out like me.
Anagrama <3 don't be scared of Uni, it's all rather daunting but if i, miss unorganised, most immature wanker on the planet cant handle it, you most certainly can!