This Mortal Coil/BAMSR Tag
Title: One Last Message
Rating: G
Author: seramercury
Characters: John
John sighed as he packed the last of Elizabeth's things into a box. Looking around the room, he felt just as empty. So many losses within just the last year and it was starting to weigh down on him. He hadn't felt this way since Mitch and Dex died.
He glanced over at the desk. There were letters for himself and the others. John would have to pass those out, but he really didn't want to because that meant she was officially gone.
John stood up. No! Elizabeth Weir would never be gone! She was, and still is, the heart and soul of the Atlantis expedition. He would deliver the letters personally then bring her things back to Earth. Once he returned, he would sit on the balcony where they always talked and read the letter.
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John returned from Earth a few days later. His friends were waiting for him. Teyla smiled and leaned her forehead to touch his. "How did things go?" she asked.
"It was horrible," he finally admitted after a few minutes. "Do you guys mind if I get changed first? I'll meet you in the mess hall in about 20 minutes."
Ronon nodded. "We'll be there."
John was about to leave when Rodney grabbed his shoulder. "You okay?"
"I'll be fine."
The three watched as John left the room. "This hit him harder than, Carson," Rodney mused. "Why do you think that is?"
"Because Elizabeth was the first one to believe in John. Remember, she was instrumental in getting him that promotion so he could stay here. I believe he feels as if he let her down."
*******
After a quick shower, John headed to their balcony. They shared their joys, sadness, concerns here. Elizabeth was a constant in his life that he just hadn't been ready to lose. She was a great friend.
Taking a deep breath, John opened his letter...
Dear John,
I've never written a 'Dear John' letter before, but I assure you, this kind is not the same. If you're reading this it means I'm dead. If that's the not the case, put this letter down immediately because that means you're going through my private things!
All joking aside, I just wanted to take this opportunity to tell you how much I've enjoyed your friendship. You were always there for me despite any disagreements we had... and there were many!
In the envelope you'll find a DVD. This is something I put together after we lost Carson. I hope you will share it with the other expedition members. This is a tribute to them.
And, John, don't grieve for me long. I know that I went down fighting. I know that I did this for you and everyone in Atlantis. Take care of yourself and remember that I will be with you all.
Your Friend,
Elizabeth Weir
Rating: G
Author: seramercury
Characters: John
John sighed as he packed the last of Elizabeth's things into a box. Looking around the room, he felt just as empty. So many losses within just the last year and it was starting to weigh down on him. He hadn't felt this way since Mitch and Dex died.
He glanced over at the desk. There were letters for himself and the others. John would have to pass those out, but he really didn't want to because that meant she was officially gone.
John stood up. No! Elizabeth Weir would never be gone! She was, and still is, the heart and soul of the Atlantis expedition. He would deliver the letters personally then bring her things back to Earth. Once he returned, he would sit on the balcony where they always talked and read the letter.
********
John returned from Earth a few days later. His friends were waiting for him. Teyla smiled and leaned her forehead to touch his. "How did things go?" she asked.
"It was horrible," he finally admitted after a few minutes. "Do you guys mind if I get changed first? I'll meet you in the mess hall in about 20 minutes."
Ronon nodded. "We'll be there."
John was about to leave when Rodney grabbed his shoulder. "You okay?"
"I'll be fine."
The three watched as John left the room. "This hit him harder than, Carson," Rodney mused. "Why do you think that is?"
"Because Elizabeth was the first one to believe in John. Remember, she was instrumental in getting him that promotion so he could stay here. I believe he feels as if he let her down."
*******
After a quick shower, John headed to their balcony. They shared their joys, sadness, concerns here. Elizabeth was a constant in his life that he just hadn't been ready to lose. She was a great friend.
Taking a deep breath, John opened his letter...
Dear John,
I've never written a 'Dear John' letter before, but I assure you, this kind is not the same. If you're reading this it means I'm dead. If that's the not the case, put this letter down immediately because that means you're going through my private things!
All joking aside, I just wanted to take this opportunity to tell you how much I've enjoyed your friendship. You were always there for me despite any disagreements we had... and there were many!
In the envelope you'll find a DVD. This is something I put together after we lost Carson. I hope you will share it with the other expedition members. This is a tribute to them.
And, John, don't grieve for me long. I know that I went down fighting. I know that I did this for you and everyone in Atlantis. Take care of yourself and remember that I will be with you all.
Your Friend,
Elizabeth Weir