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I am currently supposed to be writing a paper for my logic class, but i don't really care about that right now. This hit me and i thought it was worth commenting about (which means a decent amount considering i hardly find things important enough to write). On to the post...
So it seems that there are problems that i thought i had faced but seem to recreate themselves. I thought this problem had passed but here i am now writing hopelessly as if this will help in the least bit. I know that it is not worth pursuing, i know that it will eventually blow up in my face, and i know that i will be hurt in the end (is there a time when i'm not?). But for some reason this feels right. It feels like it never does. I'm about 99% sure i am correct on my hypothesis but i still have hope. Granted this post will become obsolete within the next few days (i hope) but i still think that this inner misery and pure fright i have upon waiting for this answer was great enough to talk about.
Please say yes. Please sweet god say yes.
So it seems that there are problems that i thought i had faced but seem to recreate themselves. I thought this problem had passed but here i am now writing hopelessly as if this will help in the least bit. I know that it is not worth pursuing, i know that it will eventually blow up in my face, and i know that i will be hurt in the end (is there a time when i'm not?). But for some reason this feels right. It feels like it never does. I'm about 99% sure i am correct on my hypothesis but i still have hope. Granted this post will become obsolete within the next few days (i hope) but i still think that this inner misery and pure fright i have upon waiting for this answer was great enough to talk about.
Please say yes. Please sweet god say yes.