it' s gettin' even worse.
..well..after that lately she said yesterday that she wanted some time for herself and off the net.
I surely agreed since I can understand it. Yeah I admit it, I cried again cause of that since she really means a lot ta me. But as said, I accepted it. And taday I just sign in to our main homepage and well, she removed me from the "visible" list so I can' see her status anymore. God damnit, it felt like a arrow straight in my heart. On one hand I can understand it but on the other hand I think it's really mean. If I shouldn' contact her it's okay, I wouldn' if she doesn' wanna but totally erasing me is hurting even more than seeing her online.
She said we will stay friends but....right now it doesn' seem so.....
I surely agreed since I can understand it. Yeah I admit it, I cried again cause of that since she really means a lot ta me. But as said, I accepted it. And taday I just sign in to our main homepage and well, she removed me from the "visible" list so I can' see her status anymore. God damnit, it felt like a arrow straight in my heart. On one hand I can understand it but on the other hand I think it's really mean. If I shouldn' contact her it's okay, I wouldn' if she doesn' wanna but totally erasing me is hurting even more than seeing her online.
She said we will stay friends but....right now it doesn' seem so.....