Dear Figure who haunts my thoughts
I've done somethin bad. I've turned my back on a loved one. I couldn't deal with that persons BS anymore so i completely shut that person out of my life. i regret doing that i really do but its created such a tranquility in my life. My biggest mistake is also my greatest pleasure.
Im sorry i can't deal with your shit anymore, i'm sorry you are on your own but you've done that yourself. yday i was watching a movie blow with J.Depp and i kinda started to daydream except it was more of a nightmare. i can see you vividely ...that day still haunts me. writing about it brings me to tears and has me all shaken up. i can't believe you'd let me witness such a thing. i was so innocent and u ruined that innocent life for me.
i hate you for taking that away from me, i hate you for allowing me to see the world in a different view. i never wanted to grow up so fast. but i was forced to.
talking to you even on ur bday hurts...hearing how happy you were to hear my voice hurt even more. i don't know what to do be selfish and continue on my life without you, or bring you back into my life.
its up to you.
Im sorry i can't deal with your shit anymore, i'm sorry you are on your own but you've done that yourself. yday i was watching a movie blow with J.Depp and i kinda started to daydream except it was more of a nightmare. i can see you vividely ...that day still haunts me. writing about it brings me to tears and has me all shaken up. i can't believe you'd let me witness such a thing. i was so innocent and u ruined that innocent life for me.
i hate you for taking that away from me, i hate you for allowing me to see the world in a different view. i never wanted to grow up so fast. but i was forced to.
talking to you even on ur bday hurts...hearing how happy you were to hear my voice hurt even more. i don't know what to do be selfish and continue on my life without you, or bring you back into my life.
its up to you.