I feel sick. [severe college anxiety]

[sheneveris]

As far as the best goes, it's the University of Maryland [best repuation/one of the best Journalism colleges in the nation]. I'm far from ever having that kind of education. I spend the majority of this morning doing research on this type of thing. And i don't understand why i waited til now when its much too late to even consider another school

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[xfinal_strawx]

you know it isn't so bad. remember what it was like in florida? where you had these tempting offers of beach views, sunny days, a fucking mall that had designer stores, heaven right? i think not. you were miserable down there. you couldn't eat, you had to cross the highway to get to the mall, and all you had to live off of was junk food and booze, maybe not even. radford may not be the best, but if you work hard at nova to get there and you work hard at radford to get to maryland, i don't think that that is a waste of your time. its not stupid to want to further your education after four years. its stupid to want to further your education and not take advantage of the here and now. you don't want to end up like one of those 40 year old's who come to class and pretend that its not weird to be completely surrounded by people half your age now do you? don't let people hold you back, don't let them make you suppress your needs and wants for a better education. you're wrong, you know? radford does have something for you. they can offer you a step to help you get the best journalism education, they can offer you help to get to maryland. it seems hard and pointless now, i'm sure, but how else would you recognize success and happiness when its done and over with? don't sell yourself short, i think that is the greater risk...