Nov 22, 2004 20:11
Dear you,
Although I may not show it, I love you, with all my heart. And I am truely sorry for you that you have to put up with all my bickering.
As I'm sure you've noticed by now, I'm not the easiest person. I get upset very easily over the littlest things. Bare with me, for I will calm down eventually. I am sorry, however, for making you deal with me.
Through it all, I have learned a lot. I learned what love really is. And that if I lost you, I'd lose myself. But at the same time, I feel so horrible for making you deal with me. You must get to those points where you just wanna shoot me or just walk away. But I'm so glad you haven't.
I thank God that you are with me, and without you, I probably wouldn't be able to handle a lot of things. So I'm sure with my constant bickering you must get tired of it. So, I'm so sorry. Sometimes I just lose control of myself and get so "erged." But thank you for putting through with me.
So no matter what happens, I will always love you. Everyday, every night, and everywhere. So I guess I just want to say thanks for actually having the balls to put up with me.
I love you so very much, Alexander Benjamin Barth, and I would give my life for you. You have been the greatest thing that has happened to me, and I am the luckiest girl alive to have you.
I Love You
Love your one and only, bickering, annoying, girlfriend,
Shannon.