ARR
ERRR I hate everything at the
moment. i just need a break! School is like overwhelming and with dance
i never have time to do anything anymore. i just don't know. ahh! my
grades aren't the best and yeah. i'm just so tired of everything.
Let's list the things i'm so annoyed with at the moment::
This weekend is going to suck though. Ben is like my break. and i can't go to the game tonight because i can't stand for that long. and he has to go for this pit crew thing. but my mom said he could come over (i guess she realizes everything that's going on in my life and my whole emotional breakdown or whatever you wanna call it) and she'll take him home but i know he's not going to want to. And Saturday i have the craft fair, and i have to work on the XMas dance...not to mention i have a project due next week that really needs to get done! which i probably won't be able to get done soon. but whatever.
gah, life is sooo....
comment me please.
Let's list the things i'm so annoyed with at the moment::
- School--I'm so tired of homework and waking up so early and just being over loaded with everything!
- My back--I'm in constant pain and it's just getting so errgful! The stupid medicine they're having me take isn't doing anything, so really what's the point?!
- Dance-I mean, i love dance. But I'm just getting annoyed with all the stuff we have to do with it... and it's just getting annoying. Not to mention, my back just plays in part with it. And i understand that being an officer is going to take up a lot of my free time, but the fact the my grades are dropping because i never have time to do my homework on practice/game nights...isn't right.
- Doctors--Why can't they just tell me what's wrong!?
- My dog--I know, not one of the main things, but i just want a good nights sleep for once without having to let her out.
- Driving--I just want to drive by myself now without having my mom in the car. And i know that my mom got in an accident last May but now she's so afraid i'm going to hit someone and she screams or shouts whenever she thinks i don't see a brake light...and yeah. its just getting annoying
- And lots of little things, that don't really make one big category...
This weekend is going to suck though. Ben is like my break. and i can't go to the game tonight because i can't stand for that long. and he has to go for this pit crew thing. but my mom said he could come over (i guess she realizes everything that's going on in my life and my whole emotional breakdown or whatever you wanna call it) and she'll take him home but i know he's not going to want to. And Saturday i have the craft fair, and i have to work on the XMas dance...not to mention i have a project due next week that really needs to get done! which i probably won't be able to get done soon. but whatever.
gah, life is sooo....
comment me please.