Unmotivation at its finest
I'm so unmotivated right now. I really should be returning the massive amount of e-mails that I have piling up, or reviewing for the AP calculus test thats in 3 days, but thats so not going to happen. But I handed in my reseach paper on time, whoo hoo for me. That morning was so stressful, I hate the school computers. First they don't save my final revised paper, so I end up sending myself the wrong copy the night before its due AFTER I write all over the one I had with pen, then the oh so lovely comps run as slow as humanly possible. But I got it done, so whatever.
This weekend was crazy busy. I went home with Meg on friday, after we stopped by the salon and made my hair appointment for prom. I got a pretty blue clip for Velvateen Habit that matches my dress, so I'm excited about that. So I went to Meg's house, chilled for a bit, then went back down to Joey's in town to pick up dinner. I swear everyone there looked at us weird when they read our gigantic order back to us. They must have thought we were porkers. So we basically relaxed all night, watched House, CSI, and Shrek 2...stayed up til like 1:00. That probably wasn't the smartest thing to do since we had to be up uber early for the calc review. But we made it there in time, so its all good. The practice test was icky, I'm so not going to do good on that. But I got my bagel and orange juice from Jorgensens, so I was happy. Plus Mr. Dennis made us monkey bread, and it was very very yummy. So after that we went to the urgent care center to visit Meg's mommy, got them food, and then I dropped Meg off at work, and finally went home. Oh, and when I got there my new car was in the drive way looking all cute and pretty. I got to drive it down to the church yard sale to pick up some stuff my parents bought, and I found some Patricia Cornwell books for 50 cents, so I was happy. So yeah. the car drives really well. After that my dad took me and Sara to Walmart to find presents for my mom and Tommy. We found Tommy's present in the toy aisle, who could have foreseen that? Then we went out and rented a movie, so instead of sleeping I watched my movie. Today was pretty good. We had to get up early to go to church for my brother's baptism and confirmation. I got to stay up in the balcony the entire time and record everything, but I got bored after a while, so I did close ups of a bunch of people so I would pay attention. After we got home Tommy and my aunts and uncles came over, and we all went to dinner. They left a little while ago so here I am, bored and unmotivated.
Basically I think I'm finished with the majority of my classes. English is over as far as I'm concerned. Except I'm sitting here contemplating whether I should at least try to bs these stupid essays that moranic ta assigned us. Meg and I were thinking of writing a satire that would make fun of her, but we were lazy and didn't write it friday night like we said we would, so my unmotivationess is not helping the situation. I can not wait until she leaves, my life is going to be so happy when she does. Anyway...so english is basically done. I gave my presentation in spychology, so thats done. Its funny how different my opinion of what disgusting is from other people...but when that happens I just laugh. So thats done. Calc is just ick...I've given up on it. The fabulous score of 1 here I come. But I don't care...I've held my own in that class, and I didn't fail miserably, so whatever. Same thing with bio. I have an A, and I'm not even sure if its going to be my major anymore, so screw it. And the fact that I havn't studied or done anything for either test means I'm basically screwed whatever I do, so I'm not going to worry about it.
So all that leaves in my busy schedule is gym, chorus, and physics. And who cares about gym, I have strength training for like 10 more days and then who knows what we're doing after that. I swear gym teachers are so stupid, they should just stick to what they know and not try anything new, cause bad things happen. Physics I've given up on, cause its complete crap...hopefully I can convince miss Rutledge to throw me some extra points for doing PJAS and going onto states. If that happens I'll be happy. And chorus is almost done, so thats good.
This week is going to be very interesting. Monday and tuesday is gonna be cram time for calc, and maybe one or two mr Dennis breakdowns for entertainment, and then wednesday is going to be complete hell. First I have to get up early, and somehow get Alicia and myself to the school on time. Then I have the AP calc test for three hours, oh joy. Thats over sometime in the middle of 5th period, which means I go straight to an AP bio lab on population genetics. Doesn't applying the Hardy-Weinberg theory get you all excited? haha, I hope not cause then you would be really weird. Than the physics, and a chorus rehearsal with an inevitable Pauling meltdown thrown in somewhere. Then math tutoring, ick. Then I get to run out quick somewhere for dinner, most likely Perkins cause I'll be in some dire need of silk pie at that point. Then I'm gonna have to make a quick appearance at the relay meeting where I get to hand in the rest of the fundraising money, and then my last ever chorus concert. Thats gonna make me cry. Than home where I will proceed to crash and not wake up for a very very long time. Maybe I'll skip thursday. That would help my sanity.
Then next weekend who knows what I'm doing. I probably should at least try to study for my bio test thats on monday but who knows. That weeks gonna be hell too. I have the bio test monday, prom friday, PJAS sunday to tuesday, then I'm in Phillie with my family from friday to sunday. At least we have that monday off, cause I'm gonna be absolutely dead by that point. Then I'M FINISHED!!! I don't care what else I have to do, its not gonna happen. I'm thinking I'll go out and visit my fav invalid (aka Fred) that weekend. Cause the last time I talked to him he told me he wasn't planning on going on the summer retreat...and that just won't do. So hopefully *fingers crossed* I can spend the weekend out there and try to convince him. Then after that weekend its the LAST week of high school, and I graduate. I can't wait. Then I have the summer retreat for two days =) If Fred doesn't go it won't be too bad, cause I have my sis and Devin to hang out with, but it still won't be the same :(
I think thats all for now, I guess I should at least attempt to write those stupid essays...
This weekend was crazy busy. I went home with Meg on friday, after we stopped by the salon and made my hair appointment for prom. I got a pretty blue clip for Velvateen Habit that matches my dress, so I'm excited about that. So I went to Meg's house, chilled for a bit, then went back down to Joey's in town to pick up dinner. I swear everyone there looked at us weird when they read our gigantic order back to us. They must have thought we were porkers. So we basically relaxed all night, watched House, CSI, and Shrek 2...stayed up til like 1:00. That probably wasn't the smartest thing to do since we had to be up uber early for the calc review. But we made it there in time, so its all good. The practice test was icky, I'm so not going to do good on that. But I got my bagel and orange juice from Jorgensens, so I was happy. Plus Mr. Dennis made us monkey bread, and it was very very yummy. So after that we went to the urgent care center to visit Meg's mommy, got them food, and then I dropped Meg off at work, and finally went home. Oh, and when I got there my new car was in the drive way looking all cute and pretty. I got to drive it down to the church yard sale to pick up some stuff my parents bought, and I found some Patricia Cornwell books for 50 cents, so I was happy. So yeah. the car drives really well. After that my dad took me and Sara to Walmart to find presents for my mom and Tommy. We found Tommy's present in the toy aisle, who could have foreseen that? Then we went out and rented a movie, so instead of sleeping I watched my movie. Today was pretty good. We had to get up early to go to church for my brother's baptism and confirmation. I got to stay up in the balcony the entire time and record everything, but I got bored after a while, so I did close ups of a bunch of people so I would pay attention. After we got home Tommy and my aunts and uncles came over, and we all went to dinner. They left a little while ago so here I am, bored and unmotivated.
Basically I think I'm finished with the majority of my classes. English is over as far as I'm concerned. Except I'm sitting here contemplating whether I should at least try to bs these stupid essays that moranic ta assigned us. Meg and I were thinking of writing a satire that would make fun of her, but we were lazy and didn't write it friday night like we said we would, so my unmotivationess is not helping the situation. I can not wait until she leaves, my life is going to be so happy when she does. Anyway...so english is basically done. I gave my presentation in spychology, so thats done. Its funny how different my opinion of what disgusting is from other people...but when that happens I just laugh. So thats done. Calc is just ick...I've given up on it. The fabulous score of 1 here I come. But I don't care...I've held my own in that class, and I didn't fail miserably, so whatever. Same thing with bio. I have an A, and I'm not even sure if its going to be my major anymore, so screw it. And the fact that I havn't studied or done anything for either test means I'm basically screwed whatever I do, so I'm not going to worry about it.
So all that leaves in my busy schedule is gym, chorus, and physics. And who cares about gym, I have strength training for like 10 more days and then who knows what we're doing after that. I swear gym teachers are so stupid, they should just stick to what they know and not try anything new, cause bad things happen. Physics I've given up on, cause its complete crap...hopefully I can convince miss Rutledge to throw me some extra points for doing PJAS and going onto states. If that happens I'll be happy. And chorus is almost done, so thats good.
This week is going to be very interesting. Monday and tuesday is gonna be cram time for calc, and maybe one or two mr Dennis breakdowns for entertainment, and then wednesday is going to be complete hell. First I have to get up early, and somehow get Alicia and myself to the school on time. Then I have the AP calc test for three hours, oh joy. Thats over sometime in the middle of 5th period, which means I go straight to an AP bio lab on population genetics. Doesn't applying the Hardy-Weinberg theory get you all excited? haha, I hope not cause then you would be really weird. Than the physics, and a chorus rehearsal with an inevitable Pauling meltdown thrown in somewhere. Then math tutoring, ick. Then I get to run out quick somewhere for dinner, most likely Perkins cause I'll be in some dire need of silk pie at that point. Then I'm gonna have to make a quick appearance at the relay meeting where I get to hand in the rest of the fundraising money, and then my last ever chorus concert. Thats gonna make me cry. Than home where I will proceed to crash and not wake up for a very very long time. Maybe I'll skip thursday. That would help my sanity.
Then next weekend who knows what I'm doing. I probably should at least try to study for my bio test thats on monday but who knows. That weeks gonna be hell too. I have the bio test monday, prom friday, PJAS sunday to tuesday, then I'm in Phillie with my family from friday to sunday. At least we have that monday off, cause I'm gonna be absolutely dead by that point. Then I'M FINISHED!!! I don't care what else I have to do, its not gonna happen. I'm thinking I'll go out and visit my fav invalid (aka Fred) that weekend. Cause the last time I talked to him he told me he wasn't planning on going on the summer retreat...and that just won't do. So hopefully *fingers crossed* I can spend the weekend out there and try to convince him. Then after that weekend its the LAST week of high school, and I graduate. I can't wait. Then I have the summer retreat for two days =) If Fred doesn't go it won't be too bad, cause I have my sis and Devin to hang out with, but it still won't be the same :(
I think thats all for now, I guess I should at least attempt to write those stupid essays...