Long Time
It's been like three months since I wrote in here and I'm assuming this trend has passed because nobody seems to be writing . . . it's been a month since my "friends" have updated their journal. But whether anyone reads this or not that's fine with me. I've pretty much pissed off or shoved away all of my friends from high school (except Chad but I only conversed with him via my sister) and Chanel because we were friends through work mostly; high school was sort of an extra "chill time" for us. Anyway, I just got done talking with Elliot and I don't know if it's him or if I'm just crazy but he is estranged from me. I assume most of you are by now. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. It's not like I've called anyone from high school since I graduated. I'm not trying to forget any of you I just don't have time to make the extra effort and I'm assuming the same goes for you (or maybe I'm just hoping you don't want to forget me). Either way, I'm going to pour my life into this online journal for the entire world to read in hopes that someone will remember me :). Let's see - what have I done with my life? I don't believe I've written anything about me moving out so I suppose I'll start with that. I moved out of my parents house. Joe and David and Ashley helped me move all my shit out over the weekend. I moved into my bosses house - well she was my boss then - May. Everything was really weird; I lived in a house with four other lesbians. Everything was going really great until May decides to up and quit one day without saying a word to anyone. Well, May and Heather. So it's the day after my 18th birthday - a saturday, and May comes into work super early and then she leaves. I assumed she was going to 711 for something to eat and/or drink as she usually does. So four rolls around and the rush starts to hit and *gasp* May isn't there. So I call Nicole and she has no idea. I call Heather and May. Their phones are off. So I page our BOSS Steve, and he calls me back and asks what's up. I tell him May is missing. He said "that's funny, so is Heather. I wonder where they are?" A couple hours later we found their keys and hats on the desks. They no-call no-showed two days in a row and were automatically fired. I was so mad at May that night. I totally felt betrayed. I went home drunker than I have ever been before and totally ignored her. She wrote me a letter and it took a while but I started to trust her again. Then she and Heather decided they were going to be truck drivers. That lasted all of two seconds - Heather decided she wanted to spend more time with her new girlfriend, Sarah, and couldn't bear to be away from her for weeks at a time. So Heather came home followed closely by May. After that the house was in chaos. Heather found a job as a security job at some invitro plant and May went to another franchise of Domino's, this time as a driver. During all this my new boss (and my old boss), Ang, decided I was too burnt out or some shit like that at Eastlake and had me transferred to Coronado (from the highest volume store in the company to the lowest volume store in the company). I was pretty pissed but I got over it because May's girlfriend, Nicole, was the new manager of Coronado (it used to be Heather's store). During the majority of this time I was sleeping with my roommate, Krissy. I don't think I'm going to go into detail about all of that because she was pretty . . . fucked up. Kinda. I suppose. Anyway . . . at Coronado the first little lesbian I ran into (one of my insiders) developed a crush on me. We dated all of two days and I wasn't into it so that ended right fast. Then she and her best friend Lindsey and Nicole and I were all drinking and Lindsey and I ended up having sex right in front of Sunshine at my house. I couldn't decide if I wanted to date Lindsey or fuck Krissy. I oscillated between the two and finally, December 12th, asked Lindsey out. Then I told Krissy. THAT was a big fucking mess. Apparently Krissy had feelings for me or some shit and I really hurt her but our agreement was that no feelings were to come into play so the house kinda turned me into an asshole. I damn near ruined Christmas. But we got through Christmas (it was awkward as hell but I got a LOT of cool shit) and then New Years I chilled at Lindsey's house with her and Dulce and we got all fucked up and I don't remember much of what we did. So everything since then is pretty much irrelevant except that I am totally in love with Lindsey and today is our one month and I'm stoked. We're going to get tattoos :). Well, one this isn't irrelevant - the jewmobile is dead. And Heather got dumped. Everything else is irrelevant. If you want more details (if you even read this) then hit me up . . . it would be nice to hear from any of you. My cell is still the same 890-2972. I love and miss all of you.