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I'm really in a terrible mood. I hate being like this. Im just moppy. I donno why but I'm just sitting here crying. Wtf. I guess it's because it's Friday night and I am doing nothing. I know that's not a reason to be upset. But I am. Because doing nothing is making me think. And what happens when I think too much? Well, I analyze and start feeling really negative.
I just read Melissa's entry and I really could relate to it. I don't understand what I'm doing in my life. Like, whats the point? Everyon'e just going to die. It sounds like a dumb thought but it's true.
Highschool is just simply a stupid time of life. I know, but I just wish it made me more happy. Everyday is so redundant. Just school. Study. That's it. I wanna be happy and love life. Urg. i don't even know if I'm making sense anymore.
I hate being like this. Agh.
I just read Melissa's entry and I really could relate to it. I don't understand what I'm doing in my life. Like, whats the point? Everyon'e just going to die. It sounds like a dumb thought but it's true.
Highschool is just simply a stupid time of life. I know, but I just wish it made me more happy. Everyday is so redundant. Just school. Study. That's it. I wanna be happy and love life. Urg. i don't even know if I'm making sense anymore.
I hate being like this. Agh.