Why do you leave me so high and dry?
Come out, come out wherever you are!
Damn this whole trying to get pregnant crap! Here I am at cycle day 39 and I have nothing to show for it. No pregnancy that I know of and certainly no red flow. WTF!?!
I consulted my little sister, who is all-knowing in these sorts of matters being a PCOS girl and the mother of two, and she said I should make an appointment to see the doctor. A few things she said:
- My HCG levels might not be high enough to be detected by the evil pregnancy tests I have been taking.
- My low pre-O temps could signify a thyroid issue-- something both my maternal grandmother and maternal aunt have dealt with.
- I need to find out if I'm really pregnant or not.
- I might need a good dose of Provera.
This is not what I had in mind when we set off on this journey. Damn it! I did call my doctor's office to see about an appointment. The earliest they could get me in is August 18th. Umm.... okay. It is true that I turned down the August 16th appointment at 10:15 am but that was because that is my first day back to school. Why the hell can't I get in earlier than that? It seems wrong but then again, I'm not exactly bleeding out my ears and convulsing violently so...
I figure that one of two things will happen in the mean time: I will get my period or I won't. Either way, a nice healthy chat with the doctor is in order. I guess I just didn't think it would be like this.