Dec 05, 2005 19:59
Ok so over the weekend I came to my senses and found that I really can't lie to myself. So I do find myself liking a really perfect two guys. And It pisses me off when my two friends are way prettier and one sluttier, Say the like the same guy! It really gets to me. And I am sitting here after school and I am thinking that I mide as well give up now and forget about them. BUT Then I looked in my mirror about an hour ago and I realized that I'm not ugly, I've lost weight, I got a ton of guys after me. And That I can agree with my friends I am spoiled. And That means I am Shelley and I get what I want and I want one of the two! And I will have them! even if I'm not slutty nor pretty!
So I geuss I need to put on my Perfect boots tomarrow and kick some! lol I know I sound stupid and bitchyy but it has been a while and I get a chance DONT RUIN IT!!
I can't wait for christmas it is coming soo soon, same with WC and CB, and Comps.... Which reminds me Our comp dance I cannot do AT ALL like I can;t it is impossible and everyone likes it but me... But there is one out of the whole dance cheering move... SO Whatever! WE can look like shit and loose again I don't care anymore!
I sound like a total snob in this entry so I'm out ttyl!
Loves
God Bless