::Loud Sigh of Amazement::
Ok well I am officially home and rested and showered! Finally!
I will start you off with the very very very few downers about.....
JOURNEY 2005!!!!
Ok well I took a shower friday night and then I didn't take one till about 20 minutes ago, Ick I know. Then I some how lost my seat the whole entire weekend untill saturday night when I no longer needed it. And I slept on my very thin yoga mat to nights in a row and I can barley walk. And last but not least I have a feeling not many girls that went liked me there. :/
But there is too much good for any of the bad to matter. First I must say that It was so beautiful to see all the active youth there. All the Love, Faith, Grace, and Friendship. I honestly felt like crying the whole time. Just because of the Joy I had in me from all of this. So anyways I get there friday and a lot of praying and mingling happened. I kind of situated myself with Becca, Dan, Josh, Patrick, and Sonny. This is because I love them to pieces and they are so cool. But I met a tun of people. To many to name! (But I will email all of you for sure!) So basically there were groups. (so I really can metion all of you in a way) Ok there was the Jay youth group who are all so funny to tell the truth. Then there Was the whole I don't want to but I do want to say wierd maybe I dunno how to say it Group. Then the Kevin Brian group, Lol. Then the Madores and Martins! And the people from Massachusets. Which I will tell you about now. They were all spanish speaking youth from Spingfield Massachusets. They acted as if they were from the ghetto but many were polite and great people. I met one whos name was JESUS!!! How awesome is that. It actually is said like Hay Zues because it is spanish. I was glad to see that the large amount of them came all the way from Massachusets to live thier faith. It was incredible.
There was a lot of prayer going on and I really honestly think that God in calling me to sisterhood in the way my life is going. And I think I am resisting it. But the thought never really hit me untill adoration last night, I cried and cried like I do everytime but this time I cried because I knew I had done wrong but I couldn't figure it out at all. I had realized how far I drifted from God and what it brought me to and I didn't like it. I felt empty and angry with myself and I felt God was telling me to listen instead of resisting his Will. And today they talked a lot about the church life and I prayed about it and it seems that maybe I am being called to do so. I know at all I am really confused and everything happening between me and the world makes it soo much worse. Gah Lord help me.
So I did indeed get off task many times. Most of Joshes fualt by the way. He is so funny!!! Ahh He is so mad at me because I told him he looked like Thomas. Hahahahaha. This is why we are best friends.
And That is about it the music was wonderful. Many Muy muy caliente chicos! Lots of Love and Friendship. And Acceptence which I find other then God himself the best part of all these events!
Lots of Love
God Bless
I will start you off with the very very very few downers about.....
JOURNEY 2005!!!!
Ok well I took a shower friday night and then I didn't take one till about 20 minutes ago, Ick I know. Then I some how lost my seat the whole entire weekend untill saturday night when I no longer needed it. And I slept on my very thin yoga mat to nights in a row and I can barley walk. And last but not least I have a feeling not many girls that went liked me there. :/
But there is too much good for any of the bad to matter. First I must say that It was so beautiful to see all the active youth there. All the Love, Faith, Grace, and Friendship. I honestly felt like crying the whole time. Just because of the Joy I had in me from all of this. So anyways I get there friday and a lot of praying and mingling happened. I kind of situated myself with Becca, Dan, Josh, Patrick, and Sonny. This is because I love them to pieces and they are so cool. But I met a tun of people. To many to name! (But I will email all of you for sure!) So basically there were groups. (so I really can metion all of you in a way) Ok there was the Jay youth group who are all so funny to tell the truth. Then there Was the whole I don't want to but I do want to say wierd maybe I dunno how to say it Group. Then the Kevin Brian group, Lol. Then the Madores and Martins! And the people from Massachusets. Which I will tell you about now. They were all spanish speaking youth from Spingfield Massachusets. They acted as if they were from the ghetto but many were polite and great people. I met one whos name was JESUS!!! How awesome is that. It actually is said like Hay Zues because it is spanish. I was glad to see that the large amount of them came all the way from Massachusets to live thier faith. It was incredible.
There was a lot of prayer going on and I really honestly think that God in calling me to sisterhood in the way my life is going. And I think I am resisting it. But the thought never really hit me untill adoration last night, I cried and cried like I do everytime but this time I cried because I knew I had done wrong but I couldn't figure it out at all. I had realized how far I drifted from God and what it brought me to and I didn't like it. I felt empty and angry with myself and I felt God was telling me to listen instead of resisting his Will. And today they talked a lot about the church life and I prayed about it and it seems that maybe I am being called to do so. I know at all I am really confused and everything happening between me and the world makes it soo much worse. Gah Lord help me.
So I did indeed get off task many times. Most of Joshes fualt by the way. He is so funny!!! Ahh He is so mad at me because I told him he looked like Thomas. Hahahahaha. This is why we are best friends.
And That is about it the music was wonderful. Many Muy muy caliente chicos! Lots of Love and Friendship. And Acceptence which I find other then God himself the best part of all these events!
Lots of Love
God Bless