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dammn i havent updated in sooo long! ive been super lazy lately!! ughh school is just so fkn tiring! even if we dont have all that much work..just going makes me all fkn tired!! i hate it! i fkn hate motherfkn school! i just wish i could get my degree already and work somewhere i would actually enjoy doing work at, and get paid more then minimum wage and be able to afford w/e i want!! that would be the life!! haha but thatz just never gonna happen as long as im in this shit hole valley! so i gotta go to stupid ass ivc and work my ass off so i can actually transfer to a real school and get all the shit i want eventually!! but yea anywayz...theres never anything to do here! the past few weekends have been tiight tho since *MyOtHeRhAlF* and *PiNkY* have been coming down! woohoo! i missed those girls! even tho *AnDrEa* hardly hangs out with us cuz shez too cool or something! haha jk but naww itz been real fun! i felt like i hadnt hung out with my friends in a long ass time since im alwayz with *MaNueL*..and well i hang out with *AlYsSa* and *ErIcA* but itz not the same!! cuz they all have bfz too so we hang out then leave to spend time with our bfs! but when i hang out with the other girls and itz just us girls..i forget i have a bf:S!! hahaha which is not really a good thing! but i mean i was just so used to being single n shit and being able to do w/e i want and when im with them i forget!! cuz they are the ones i would hang out with all the time before i had a bf! and they are like my partying friends n stuff so yea!!but i love my girls....i just have sooo much fun with them!! and at the same time i love him soooo much too!! cuz part of me wishes i was still single so i could still do everything i wanted..but then no..cuz that would only be on the weekends and then what would i do every other day? be all lonely again? fuuck no! im not trying to obsess over someone again cuz i cant have them:( uh uh!! and plus *MaNuEl* is being like SOOOOOOOOOOO nice to me lately! itz all crazy!! im like wtf? are u high or what? lol but forealz hez being all nice..spending all his free time with me and just talking to me all nice n shit! itz great! times like these make me glad i have a bf! and hez such a great bf too..not just like a w/e one u just have just so u wont be lonely! but of course i know theres gonna be some arguing this weekend when he sees me in my outfit! hahah but i understand too u know cuz i know if it was the other way around and guyz were the ones to dress up, i would be like ughh:@ and flipping off bitches left n right! lol so i would prefer if he wouldnt go with me...but he says he cant let me go dressed like that to a club full of drunk guys..so im like8-) okkkayy!!! i GUESS u can come! lol omg im soooooo excited tho!! ALL of our costumes are sooooo cute!! and we are gonna look great so im just like ahhh i wanna dress up already!!wooohoo!! it better be fun!! anywayz...i guess imma go to sleep now..since i gotta go with *ErIcA* to calex tomorrow since she has to buy some shoes!! thatz all she needs! all i need is my stockings and im ready!! yayyuuuhh!! *HaLlOwEeN* here we come!!