Aug 26, 2005 14:14
Heyy!!! well this past week has been pretty stressful!! And it all started on tuesday....well it was my first day of school and im not used to waking up all early n all that so by the time it was over i was reallyyyy tired! then i get home and *MaNuEl* is at *SeRgIoS* or something...so for a while he doesnt call me back...and then i call n his sister is like "idk where he went...he said he was going with u" :| so we tried calling ppl to see if we could find him but nope!! so he was missing!! and we couldnt find him so i was all stressing out and then we got in some kind of argument cuz of some stuff he did! me and his sister caught him in a lie and he was all pissed! so i found him walking down Aurora.. so i picked him up and took him home..and he got mad cuz i didnt wanna chill with him! but fuck that! he has to learn hes not always gonna get what he wants! so then he calls me at like 1...and starts saying sorry and blah blah blah...and we stay on the phone for a while cuz he had to work the next day at 6am! so then the next day i wake up and i have a missed call from his house so i call back n his sister tells me that the ambulence picked him up! i was like what?! ur fkn kidding me! and shez like nope hez all sick so i start stressing again! so i change as fast as i can and go see him! *AlYsSa* took me to where he was at cuz i was all lost in the hospital:$!!then i find his mom and she tells me what happend n stuff and then i walk in to see him and i swear i wanted to cry sooo bad...cuz he looked horrible:(....but i tried to be strong cuz i know if i would start crying he would too! he did cry tho:( but i couldnt! so his mom leaves n leaves me there with him and he tells me the whole story of what happend and how he almost died! omg if he wouldve died..i wouldve killed myself!! i cant believe that actually happend! my poor *bAbY*:(!!! but yea the paramedics picked him up and they told him that if his stepdad wouldnt have called them, he couldve died like half and hour later:'(!!!! ughh thatz horrible!! so ok i stayed there with him alllllllllll day!!! i was starving too cuz i hadnt ate anything all day but my *BaBy* was more important at that time! so they kept coming in and doing tests on him and taking out blood n all kindz of shit....and i talked to the doctor a couple of times..and he just kept on saying well we gotta wait for the test results...and we didnt know if he was gonna stay overnight or not! it was soo stressful...cuz we thought he would only be there for a couple of hours but nope! we were there alllll day!! at like 10 i just couldnt take it anymore so i left for a lil bit to get something to eat..and his mom came back to stay with him while i was gone...so i went to jack in the box and i brought him back some food! hahha i snuck it in n shit! but he was hungry! he hadnt ate in 2days:|!! so yea he was all happy that i brought him food!:) then i started getting all sleepy...and it was like 11...so the nurse comes in again n theyre like ohh we gotta take blood out of u again:| and i knew after they did that it would take 2 more hours till they got the results..so his mom just told me to go home so i could rest n she would stay with him!! so the next day i had school! but then in the morning as i am getting ready he calls me again n asks me to pick him up from the hospital! so i had to miss this one morning class but itz ok cuz i had to get him..and hez more important:)!! so i pick him up and we went to McDonalds to eat breakfast..and then to his house to watch tv while i had to go to school! his parents like me all kindz now since i was with him at the hospital..they think im such a good influence on him cuz im such a "good girl" (A)! lol like his stepdad was all telling me to convince him to go back to school with me and im like ok..how do u know he'll listen to me...."cuz ur the only one he cares about n listens to" awwww:) lol well sometimes tho...sometimes he doesnt listen to me either! lol but yea we were just there chillin n then i went to school..and then wehn i got out i went over there again!! and he wanted to go out so we went to the movies to see *ReD eYe*!! then when we got home everyone was gone..cuz i guess they had gone to church..so i took him over there..since he had to thank God that he didnt die! and then when he got out i went over to his house AGAIN! lol and we watched Mean Girls! woohoo!! lol he had never seen that movie so i made him watch it:P..and he got all into it lol! it was fun:)!! so then friday...which was yest....i spent all day with him again! he had gone to mex with him brother in the day cuz they wanted to go eat tacos..but he felt all sick cuz of the heat n he came home right away...so he was all sad n he wanted me to go over...so i got ready fast and ewent over there! i swear hez getting all dependent on me now!!:S but yea...then we went to go get a pizza cuz he was all hungry and we were gonna wait till *AlYsSa* and *ErIcA* would be back from SD so we could go to the party!! but then we just had to get into an argument!8-) i swear every single friday for the past month..we fight....like everyday we'll be ok..but then friday comes...and it wont be good!!! it sux! so i was al stressing out cuz of that! but he somehow convinced me to stay home with him and not go to the party! so we s tayed in..and i was pretty bored but then i got sleepy so it was like w/e!! foreal this is the first guy ever in my life that has convinced me to stay home on a weekend when theres something to do! anyone else i would be like fuuuck no! but i guess hez just special or something!:) so i stayed there with him till like 3 or so..and then i came home and crashed out!! man i woke up lllaaatteee today hahah and i think hez still sleeping too cuz he hasnt called me and he usually calls me when he wakes up! lol he was realllly tired last night tho...:P haha well *aLySsA* is calling me so imma go now!!:) haha bye bitches..im out:P!!