*I LoVe HiM SoOo MuCh!!!!!!!*
Dammn!! how crazy how your day can start out super bad, and one single person can end up making it like the best day ever!! well thatz what happend to me:P! haha ummm lately me and *ManUeL* have been getting upset at one another alot! either he gets mad cuz i drink too much, or i get mad cuz he smokes too much, or he gets mad cuz i talk to *ErIcA* too much on the phone, or i get mad cuz he hangs out too much with *PePe* hahahah damn i swear we're like the same:| tripp over dumb lil things!! like on thursday....we got in an argument so i left with my friends n went to *NeStOrS* house...damn i felt weird being there, and just seeing everyone n hanging out like we used to! it was cool, but at the same time it didnt feel right! so i record everyone getting high n shit with my cool lil camera..and later on when i go pick up *MaNuEl* he sees it and gets mad...cuz i was "all trying to record carlos"8-)!!! dammit i wasnt! it just came out like that:$!! ok ok im alllll caught up! haha but idk it was just like a natural instinct or something...well thatz what *NiCk* and *TiNa* said...since i was sooo used to him...now everytime i see him itz like only natural for me to do the same shit u know? ughh idk but w/e *MaNuEl* got allllll mad! so then we go to *PePes* house in seeley..and we're all chillin n drinking..and he gets mad cuz im alllll with *TiNa* and *NiCk* ughh but wtf he was all playing playstation soo duhh!! but i dont even know how this happend..but next thing u know im all crying outside on the steps:| the alcohol just got to me somehow because of all this shit that *NiCk* was telling me!! he was all like "i know u love manuel, but think about it, hez never gonna compare to carlos" ughh tell me that *NiCk*!!!:| so i guess all the shit just got to me n i started crying n i felt bad cuz *MaNuEl* was all trying to comfort me n i was all pushing him away n throwing my phone at him n shit! idk what the hell happens to me when i drink now!! itz a fkn tripp!! but yea we ended up leaving and i was alll swearving on the road so *tInA* was like ok get out...someone's gonna drive for u! but i was like fuuuuck no no ones gonna drive my car!! blah blah blah!! so they just let me but they followed me to *MaNuEl'S* to make sure i at least got there safe! then we get there n we continue arguing cuz of the whole carlos thing...and ughh it was drama but we ended up working it out!! Then friday was good..except for when i had to go to the clinic..omg i swear i fkn hate going...i dread it sooo much! and it was fkn scary..some lady scared the shit out of me...cuz she "checked" me and she was like ok imma call the other doctor cuz something doesnt seem right here:|..so i got checked twice:| omg i swear i wanted to cry! she scared me allllll kindz...and then the other doctor comes n hez like naww shez cool...ur trippin..hahah but yea iw as pretty scared! and i hate getting the guy doctor too cuz itz all way more uncomfortable!! so ok once i got out me and *TiNa* went out to eat..and then i came home and got ready and picked up *MaNuEl* and well we wanted to do something but there was nothing to do so we were just gonna chill at his house and then this guy from btown called me n told me of some party! so we got *TiNa* and went over there...and it was cool...not many ppl we knew there but..u could tell that party was poppin before we got there! n there was maddd liquor so we were like damnn we shouldve came earlier! haha but yea the weirdest thing happend...this guy comes up to me and starts hitting on me all in front of *MaNuEl* so i was like :| i hope he doesnst like flip out n sock him or something....but naw he was just laughing cuz that guy was allllll talking to me and then he just turns to him and hez like "is this ur girl or what" cuz he was just standing there next to me looking at him and *MaNuEl'Z* just like "yuup" so that guy felt all stupid hahha but then they made conversation n became friends n shit:| i was like wtf! that guy was trying to hit on me and ur all being cool with him now!! hahah it was pretty funny!! so then we went home cuz it got boring n i went to his house n we had a long ass convo! he alwayz tells me all these lil stories..theyre funny:P!! hahah then saturday...we went to mex!! we ended up getting there at like 1:| i was allll in a bad mood cuz i wanted to leave already n they still had to get ready, and then they hotboxed the truck and i was all chocking:|, and ughh i just got a fkn migraine! but *MaNuEl* MADE me go:| so iwas like ok then w/e!! so we go to BOA n theres not even anyone there..its all sorry so we left and we wanted to go to M2 but *PePe* started being a dick and he was like ok michelle pick either Hijole or Meow Meow..:| so i had to go to Hijole!! and it was fkn banda night:| ohhh god i wanted to die..it was fkn boring i was all watching tv!! haha cuz they have huge ass tvs on the walls n they were giving the real world with subtitles:| hahah so i was just watching it! and then we go to the restroom and guess who we see??? crystal! which is *MaNuEl'S* ex gf...:| and i guess she has a new bf now too and she got all up on him once she saw us coming..i felt all weird cuz she was all staring at me...but w/e..she prolly regrets it now but ohh well:P hahah that guy she was with was fkn ugg too! so yea it was kinda funny:P! lol so once we leave *PePe* is all trying to look for tacos n shit and we end up lost...and then next thing u know we get pulled over:| n the cop starts saying that he's gonna take us in to jail and blah blah blah..i was like ohhh fuuuck no this dumbass beaner!! he just pulled us over cuz we were in a nice ass truck! motherfucker! so finally *PePe* is like..ok how much do u want..n hes like as much as u can give me...so we put all out money together n gave it to him...it was like 25 dollars..n he was all happy:| hahah how sad! but after that i had to drive cuz if we saw another cop they would just try to get us again..so i was all driving in mex in that huge ass truck! i was scared tho! i could barely drive it cuz itz all high n shit!! but i looked all cool(H) hahhaha jk but all these guyz would stop n talk to me a the stop signs n then the guyz would just roll down the windows from the back n the guyz would leave..hahah it was funny! but yea i was all tippin on 4'4s hahah! foreal tho..he has 24z! wooo! hahha so that was saturday...then sunday....i did nothing.i just went to my gmas house n stayed there allllllll day!! and *MaNuEl* hadnt called me so i kept calling him n no one would answer so i kinda started to worry..well at like 10:30 he called me and i was like :| cuz he was like ohh sorry i havent called u but ive been at *PePeS* house alllll day...so?? itz not like *PePe* doesnt have a phone!! ughh i was all mad! so i just hung up on him..cuz he calls me n then ohh im sleepy imma go to bed! wtf! i was like fuck u then bye:)!! and he called me this morning n i could tell that he felt all bad cuz he has been fucking up lately! so he promised he would make it up to me! n this day started out bad cuz he told me some stuff someone was tellig his mom about me...and some shit his sister was saying...and just all this crap...so i was just kinda upset all day..and i couldnt even sleep last night eitehr so i was all in a bad mood..but then around 8..he came by...just to see me:) he asked his sister for her car n told her he would wash it for her n shit n he went threw all this shit just to come visit me for a few minutes:)..so then he was leaving but i wanted to spend more time with him so i just went n picked him up and he was being allll nice to me!! hahaha we went n got gas n he was all pumping it for me.. and he was like ohh ur windshield is dirty imma clean it for u..hahahha that shit was funny cuz some lady in her car started telling her husband "why dont u ever clean my windshield huh?" hahah so the guy goes n gets the lil thing after *MaNuEl* is done with it! hahahha we were all laughing:p! then we went to target..just for the hell of it! cuz we were bored n then to wal mart! hahah it was funny...so then we got hungry n we went n bought some pizza from dominoes n we went to this lil park n had a picnic! awwww!!! hahha it wasnt even hot either so it was all c ool chillin outside!! it was fun! i dont think i had ever had a lil picnic like that with a guy! but yea it was fun...we were all talking about all kinds of shit we used to do when we were kids! haha that shits funny! itz soo weird how we're all close n weve barely been together for a month! but i can tell him like anything..and he always tells me all these lil family stories n dilemas n shit..itz crazy!!! then we went to his house n we were just chillin outside n talkin..and then we started going out all crazy n his sister comes outside n shez all looking at us:| hahahhahaha it was all embarrasing! i was like ok bye! lol damn...well at least it wasnt his mom! hahha but yea! gosh i love being with that guy tho foreal! like when we are not together..thatz when we argue the most..but when itz just me and him....everythingz allll perfect!! its soo great! he just totally made my day today by doing lil things...and he always does shit that im like ohh shit i didnt think he would do that and that idont expect him to do! but yea..thatz what i love about him! crazy.....anyways...hez leaving me again:(..hez going up to sd to work ughhhh i fkn hate taht shit! i mean hez gonna get paid $500 a week but still! imma be all bored without him!! idk what imma do! but ohh well...i guess he's gotta do what he's gotta do!! (u) at least i know that when hez in sd tho..hez staying outta trouble n all that so thatz the good thing!! well i guess imma go to bed now....ive written enough!!! hahaha ok bitches im out:P!!