movin on up....

[shellyssong]

ok.. so since my last poat things have been... better.... my baby's back at his mom's and its like old times... aka: we cant keep, our hands off each other!!!!.... i miss him every second and cry knowing he's not here when i get home.... but i think this is much needed time apart... he's coming over again tonight for some freakylinks watching, pizza eating, and much much canoodling.... so this has to be a quick post so i can shower and get the chemical smell off me from work.... im working on my friendship with mike cause i really miss our talks.. he's like the one guy i can say anything to and know he wont judge me and will always have a smart responce to fix my problems... ive also decided to erase pictures and such of those i no longer converse with.. i saw dave the other day and we said hi but that was it.. and jd asked me why i didnt stay and talk more and my only responce was.. what for.... i have nothing to say to any of them... i miss some.. but everytime i call they never call back and when i do see them.. the only conversation is the flick of a bic... and i dont deserve or need that in my life... ned's current sitch has taught me nothing is constant.. no matter how perfect you think it may be... if i care about you.. you know it already... i may have fewer people in my life right now.. but i know they're here for me and me alone.. not some selfish alterier motive like others in my past.... right now its got to be all focus on bettering my situation and jd's....

sarah.... lee... love yous..

misi... as always.. i yens....

schmoosh... i misses....

jd... my love and my soul

to happier days with less worries......

~miss shelly m~